My Space, My Speech
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 6:45 AM
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why does shits always happen when something beautiful was about to happen??
why is this question stuck in my head for so long??
why bother have memories when it hurts you so much??
but the question is why am I like this??
its all ME and Only ME can Help myself...
i don't think i deserve that movie date..
even though i wanna catch that movie badly..*sigh*
life's a bitch at times..
why bother?
why is this question stuck in my head for so long??
why bother have memories when it hurts you so much??
but the question is why am I like this??
its all ME and Only ME can Help myself...
i don't think i deserve that movie date..
even though i wanna catch that movie badly..*sigh*
life's a bitch at times..
why bother?
Labels: stay strong chica
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Monday, October 26, 2009, 5:31 AM
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my weekends was well spent with fellow 201 n baby over at city hall to marina den over to singapore flyer..i had a hard time finding mumy a bdae present..ended up we bought her a cardigan hoodie over at mango..so finally she owned it!haha..she has been wanting it for some time now..it was nice to see smile from chin to chin!(= on the other hand baby got me that red puma wallet that i lay my eyes on since i donoe last 2 months??heehee..thnz dear!oh pandai eh suroh ayu distract i!!anyhoots i bought for him agnes b padlock pendent!damn i shud have got it for myself also la..envy lei..so nice..oh ya and baby n mumy bought for me a paris hilton tote bag..i love it so much!its big and ppl tend to dump their things on me -_-" haha..its ok(: and yes we celebrated mum's bdae over at bali thai it was so much and the best part is,it was full force!Big Family(=
and now iam having this huge stomach cramp!i was enjoying my sleep and suddenly i got cramps!stupid..iam gonna tuck myself to bed now(= Morning People!!!
still want that movie date*sigh*
but i understand u though,no worries.
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Friday, October 23, 2009, 11:34 PM
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Dear look it comes in this colour...haha..but too bad not in SG yet):
See that baby above!!damn i want that and only baby boy knows how much i really wanna get my hands on that!!How i wish i can get it asap!iam guessing i will get it by next month or even better get it specially for my 18th Bdae as a Present for myself..why not?!on the other hand baby boy likes it too due to it comes in PURPLE!!-_- hahahah..oh well at least it please both of us right baby??(:
If i have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say
I LOVE YOU.
Labels: its weird iam into gadgets
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 6:48 AM
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Morning!i have been awake since 5!and its 7 and my mum told me not to sleep until everyone's out of the house..pfft!ooh well,what to do..bby dont mrh me ar..on the other hand you still owe me a hug and and two movies date):
Labels: Lost In Love
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 12:58 AM
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thanz for dinner dear(:
and yes we were totally random.
even though it was a short period of time we spent
i had the most face expression in my life.
From laughing my ass out to being bullied by you.haha
I Love You,
Mr Bully ^^,
Labels: oh seriously hip, painting nails
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Sunday, October 18, 2009, 1:57 AM
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upset and dissapointed.
Bottom line I wanna know why you felt that way.
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Friday, October 16, 2009, 10:11 AM
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Dear Muhd Hanif,
I Love you Too bits Bully
xoxo,Nidya Nadhira
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Thursday, October 15, 2009, 4:39 AM
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I find that giving myself some "ME" time is one of the scariest moment that i ever had..I just cud not believe that i kept so many things inside me..and i find that iam not like what i used to be..i dont really share much with bff anymore.may be cos she's busy with working.iam not gonna put the blame on her of course..the other bff for now iam guessing his busy with either school or bbdc..but still i find it cute and weird though..known him from high schl yr till now..but bottom line all the best baby..i love you(:
p.s - i miss bff
p.s - i miss bff
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 3:03 AM
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iam not gonna blog about baby 18 bdae cos iam using a tablet PC.its super irritating!hence certain things have to wait.now my mind feels like it cud burst any moment now.its really getting on my nerves on how u try to forget something and it comes back again n again..it really does bring me down at times.seriously the talk we had,was really pain in the heart...and yes its true at times i don't noe who i am..and somehow iam gonna chg back..cos iam tired of the same old thing,again n again..yes,i did put my guards down before,but not anymore..cos i had enough of this shits from everyone..end of story,iam gonna step up the game.
Labels: its time
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Friday, October 9, 2009, 11:21 PM
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somehow iam looking forward to tomorrow.
hopefully it will cheer me up in one way or another.
i believe that it's not only me alone need this cheer up moment.
watever it is i cant wait for tomorrow.
oh god,what will the reaction be like?
I love you too Muhd Hanif(=
hopefully it will cheer me up in one way or another.
i believe that it's not only me alone need this cheer up moment.
watever it is i cant wait for tomorrow.
oh god,what will the reaction be like?
I love you too Muhd Hanif(=
Labels: sexcited bby
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009, 1:32 AM
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Why is it so hard.
argh..this is fcuking iritating..
hence i cnt take it anymore..
and iam piss off with myself..
Labels: argh..
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Friday, October 2, 2009, 4:10 AM
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Thank you for being very patience with me.
I feel so fcuk up and iam not gonna forgive myself
for making you cry..
its normal if iam crying but you...
its different..
feel as if the whole world just crash on me..
simply i cant believe it was me.
me!i did that to you.
End of story.
I never forgive myself at all until now..
and yes bowling was a blash even though i lose to u by 10 points.
and i was making a fool out of myself..
or even i didt wanna go..
i did it for you like how you always do it for me..
and baby i give my thanz to you boy..
Labels: terima kasih sayang
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Thursday, October 1, 2009, 1:20 AM
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Happy 7th month Muhd Hanif..
Thnz for the vid..gosh.thnz so much love!!
whatever it is yr voice sound better live..
actually i donnoe what to say..haha..
whatever it is dear,iam right by your side whenever you need me..
i love u for who u are.
and i dont need gifts nor money to make me happy..
what i need is you.
the moment you step into my life..
you never fail to make me laugh my ass out.
and yes i noe i merajok alot but i dont care!!
i still want you to pujok me..
cos boy,your the sweetest ting i ever had..
Lastly..
At first you didt mean that much to me
But now i know your all that i need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that i found LOVE
Everyday i live for you
And everything that i do
I do it for you
What i say is how i feel so believe it's true
You got to know iam true...
Thnz for the vid..gosh.thnz so much love!!
whatever it is yr voice sound better live..
actually i donnoe what to say..haha..
whatever it is dear,iam right by your side whenever you need me..
i love u for who u are.
and i dont need gifts nor money to make me happy..
what i need is you.
the moment you step into my life..
you never fail to make me laugh my ass out.
and yes i noe i merajok alot but i dont care!!
i still want you to pujok me..
cos boy,your the sweetest ting i ever had..
Lastly..
At first you didt mean that much to me
But now i know your all that i need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that i found LOVE
Everyday i live for you
And everything that i do
I do it for you
What i say is how i feel so believe it's true
You got to know iam true...
Labels: bby how much do you love me now
