My Space, My Speech
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Monday, August 31, 2009, 12:52 AM
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First of all congrats to Nash for winning 3rd plc in MJ Comp and congrats also to Abuwan Nanep n Trisya for getting through e next round of Suntec(:
Secondly,omfg i spend like i donoe how much on Nanep n Me...pantat supposed to get e Reebok shoe but instead lain pulak!so we both got ourself tops n i got myself a new adidas kick(: thnz to Abuwan Nash Aizat Kak Ash Ame n of cos Nanep..for deciding for me which one i should get..i tell ya i thought it was way easier to go shopping with alot of ppl but NO!its worse!but its super fun la.Abg phiz bought a BLUE jacket n Kak Ash bought a beanie and she looks super cute in it!
Break-fast was super funny.n e cheese fries yummy!!oh Happy Birthday to Aishah n thnz for e Brownie Cake!hence we also bought for our Abg Arm polo tee over at puma cos its his fav shop.and yes all e redness..hope u like it n nasib Arm tkder baju tu..haha
also BIG THNZ to Ame cos she had to layan Nanep n Me.haha..beb buy tat cheked dress ok!!
Sunday buke was fun!bby u noe u dont need to ask me "boleh ke i join"haha,tk perlu eh!!
P.S-yes reebok shoe is coming your way ok..soon.be patience bby=p
Labels: gosh another day to go
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Saturday, August 29, 2009, 12:40 AM
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my brother is stealing my lappie away from me..argh..iritating...
anyway lets strt..
Bandslam was nice but at certain part its super slow..but New Moon trailer was more power den Bandslam i tell u..ppl were shouting n yes of cos i did my part!muahaha..
oh n yes i had my first breack-fast with e incomplete Nasruddin Family on Thursday.the food was splended like always i never finish my meal..heehee but i did my part of helping mama,i thought anep was the only one will ask me to do this n that but i was wrg!!abuwan play his part by"ar nidya ni semua angkat eh"..brothers wat can i say..but it was truly somthing new for me of cos(:
Dear thnz for inviting me over!
and Happy 18 Birdday to Adib on 28 August,bby 6yr bestfriend...
May u have a great day ahead n hopefully yr life will b full of surprises(:
and dont pilu pilu la...haha
oh yes iam looking forward to Suntec ltr(:
Sadly Kak Asd back out cos shes busy):
But all the best to Abuwan Abg Zai Nanep Trisya n all contestant(:
oh and i watch Syurga Cinta earlier on today,omg a simple story that teaches so many things..
u guys should watch!
Labels: life is full of surprises
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Monday, August 24, 2009, 10:55 PM
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Firstly i wanna say SORRY from the bottom of my heart to Muhd Hanif cos i was late and i didt accompany you to the clinic,my bad and iam really super sorry and this pantat likes to make me feel guity by saying"blm jumpe doctor seh dari tadi,i can do this alone,alar nanti sorang seh pergi rumah kak in"wei!i told u i can meet u there den u dont what..so mean!
Secondly i cannot watch to catch Bandslam Sneak Preview over at Shaw House with YPians n Fams.wee...berbuke puase pertama kali bersame mereka!!and i have yet to find a nice purple baju kurung!mati aku!but its ok theres still a long way to go,so still can chillax(: oh n iam catching the movie with e star itself!!wee!SyazHudgens herself =p
Thirdly bby its ok if e day before your birdday you have a show to do.cos in the end we will still celeb it!hence i sure do want your 18 birdday to be worth remembering!SO!do look forward to it aites!2 more months to go..weee..
Labels: loving it
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Sunday, August 23, 2009, 2:47 AM
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At times i swear i hate my brother so much but he truly suprise me by how sweet he cud be..
so he sang n wrote a song for his gf,Kak Feedah Bilson for their 5 mnts anni that falls on e 13th.super sweet!
hence i wish them,last long together(:
its e First day of Ramdhan n bby surprise me alot with his attituted.I can't explain it but i seriously didt noe it was coming from him.thnz for inviting me over to house for buke dear,yes my mom was home late n tis pakcik was worried that i buke alone..haha,how sweet right..thats not all.he even gave me words of wisdom eh?iam not sure how i shud put it but its somthing like that la..haha
and yes hopefully dear its not a semangat 5 minit tingy ok.haha
and kak ular texted me saying"nidya if yr following anep tmrw pls bring along your telekong cos we are praying together tomorow".thats somthing new ok.haha..but i cant make it not i wanna cabot ar cos i have plans with my fam..sorry kak ular!
iam looking forward to suntec this weekends,hopefully will get to buke with 201 n bby..
pls use the song that u told me before ok(:
iam not mad cos i noe yr doing it to cheer someone up.and thats u,u always put others first before u(: oh n do tell her to have a speedy recovery n take good care of herself and seriously this is coming from the heart ok!!(:
so he sang n wrote a song for his gf,Kak Feedah Bilson for their 5 mnts anni that falls on e 13th.super sweet!
hence i wish them,last long together(:
its e First day of Ramdhan n bby surprise me alot with his attituted.I can't explain it but i seriously didt noe it was coming from him.thnz for inviting me over to house for buke dear,yes my mom was home late n tis pakcik was worried that i buke alone..haha,how sweet right..thats not all.he even gave me words of wisdom eh?iam not sure how i shud put it but its somthing like that la..haha
and yes hopefully dear its not a semangat 5 minit tingy ok.haha
and kak ular texted me saying"nidya if yr following anep tmrw pls bring along your telekong cos we are praying together tomorow".thats somthing new ok.haha..but i cant make it not i wanna cabot ar cos i have plans with my fam..sorry kak ular!
iam looking forward to suntec this weekends,hopefully will get to buke with 201 n bby..
pls use the song that u told me before ok(:
iam not mad cos i noe yr doing it to cheer someone up.and thats u,u always put others first before u(: oh n do tell her to have a speedy recovery n take good care of herself and seriously this is coming from the heart ok!!(:
should i or should i not go to genting??help!!
i have decided not to go but thnz to Kak Filz,iam still reconsidering it..help needed!!
and somehow i have a feeling,that is to cut my hair shorter!!haha
will see about it!
p.s its 4.30am(:
Labels: much love
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Saturday, August 22, 2009, 12:56 AM
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Lunch over at Fish n Co wif bby(:Hair was way longer back den):
Hot Fudge Brownie with Ice-Cream!a dessert that makes u drool!
Now this is my look now.i sure do received alot of SCREAMS from ppl!
starting with"DID NANEP ASK U TO CUT YR HAIR!!??"
heehee,ppl its partly mine ok(:
Friends are someone that you share your problem with,be there for that person and etc.
Friends are also your Family Member cos u spent more of your time with your Friends den your Family.
I Believe that everyone would like to be treated the same way right?Simply does making a friend cry makes you feel your stronger?Dont you even feel upset?dissapointed? to make someone cry?i dont even understand why is there such soul in this world..argh!yes,i have my reason towards my reaction just now.i swear she was asking for it anyway..it was unbearable for me to see you in tat state..i swear if she hurt u again,she bloody hell can fcuk off,cos you so dont need a friend like her..
Today was spent well with bby n 201(:
hence iam really dissapointed in myself for not waking up at 5 to meet bby at 6 for breakfast):
but instead i woke up at 7.30 n spitting the word SHIT so many time until my brother laugh,pantat!!haha and yes bby can still text"tdo nmpk"ni lagi satu pantat!bukan nak kejot!argh!
oh ya,i have an interview tomorow(:
and all the best to Nash for ltr MJ comp!!
Most Prob gonna drp by.hee
btw Happy Fasting People!my dear,its been too much that we have gone through together,even u notice it,i swear i cudt believe wat i hear coming out frm yr mouth to advice people.i believe in u thats why iam still here for u boy.it was so hard for me to hide my tears looking at you just now dear.we were bestfren before hence i know how it feels.
P.s I LOVE YOU and we are gonna stick by each other like before aites(:
the reaction that u made just now
it reminds me of somthing.
way back.hees(:
Labels: be strong like always
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Thursday, August 20, 2009, 11:11 PM
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Past is something that at times no one wish to remember,and i dont wish to elaborate more on it.(: I went to take a look at Limitededt.com
AND
OMFG!!i seriously wanna faint!!
i want Reebok Pump Omni Lite Shoe badly!!!
bby can u go save money so we can get that shoe uber QUICK!
i deadly want that shoe.
its LOVE at first sight seh..haha
it goes the same way to u too right bby..haha
oh and yes,i have a very early morning date at 6 with bbyboy..
i also get cheated seh by him..geram je!
P.s -Its been long since we had a Breakfast Date(:
I love you.
Labels: iam so gonna get u
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, 6:48 PM
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Iam Giving my Thanz to Kak Feedah Bilson for doing my blog.
wee..
much love beb!xoxo!
will post a long ltr at nite.
and bby pls eh,today is gonna be the last time u
go soccer or where ever without any cash in hand.
den complain to me lpr lpr!gatal kn den say i nvr syg u.
pandai pandai only!
=p
wee..
much love beb!xoxo!
will post a long ltr at nite.
and bby pls eh,today is gonna be the last time u
go soccer or where ever without any cash in hand.
den complain to me lpr lpr!gatal kn den say i nvr syg u.
pandai pandai only!
=p
Labels: love u kak
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009, 11:47 PM
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it seems that i just cant help it with this numbness feeling in me.eventhough i let some out to Syaz but its seems its still in me..simply i just dont even bother to ask myself why iam having this sucky feeling.i dont even bother to let it out.i dont even bother to show it.but as i was on my way back with bby frm Nash schl.it struck me.question popping.hence i dont even bother to react.i noe i did give u a sucky face but hey iam truly sorry but tats just me.iam simply tired of the talking but no action.i do feel like cying but wats new..dont bother ok.
stupid vomit sickness is back,iritating!!
P.s - dear Zat be strg aites!i noe how u feel lately and tkmo la emo ok =p
P.s -mummy cheated my feeling,she say at home got food,end up tkder!-..-
now iam damn hungry,so wish i cud go mac right now!argh!
stupid vomit sickness is back,iritating!!
P.s - dear Zat be strg aites!i noe how u feel lately and tkmo la emo ok =p
P.s -mummy cheated my feeling,she say at home got food,end up tkder!-..-
now iam damn hungry,so wish i cud go mac right now!argh!
Labels: hungry cranky hungry cranky
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009, 3:00 AM
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so a few of my gfs has the urge to cut their hair short like mine!muahaha..come ppl join me if u girls dont mine looking like a 15 yr old girl(: BUT let me remind u hor,dont cry ok after u girl chop your hair and its NOT my fault ok..Anna nk gunting rmbt kn..cemburu kn..hahaha.go cut beb!!iam waiting..haha..oh ya Yunni u also k beb!haha
i made DIY rings n earings today..wif mummy..hence iam thinking of giving love ones as a gift(:
but not sure what design for them but for sure their fav colours(:
for now the feeling of scared is in me..due to sudd chg in surrounding..but iam ok i guess,just gotta b alert....lately my music mood always seem to want to listen to Musiq Soulchild song,well his song,the words are meningfull.Syaz,we are in the zone beb(: pray hard k beb if u want him to sing at your wedding!!haha
P.s -LOVE so many people use your name - Musiq Soulchild
i made DIY rings n earings today..wif mummy..hence iam thinking of giving love ones as a gift(:
but not sure what design for them but for sure their fav colours(:
for now the feeling of scared is in me..due to sudd chg in surrounding..but iam ok i guess,just gotta b alert....lately my music mood always seem to want to listen to Musiq Soulchild song,well his song,the words are meningfull.Syaz,we are in the zone beb(: pray hard k beb if u want him to sing at your wedding!!haha
P.s -LOVE so many people use your name - Musiq Soulchild
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Monday, August 17, 2009, 3:29 AM
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iam now sending Syaz song by Musiq Soulchild..oh yes!she gonna drool over the songs..haha..well i can say she has fell in love with Taalib Johson.right Syaz? randomly by brother was awake by seeing pocong!wtf!i kinda laugh at first cos like suddenly.den he say"kau ketawe,do u noe tat "he" was right infront of u!"wtf..haha..i dont wish to elaborate more on it!!!argh..dont haunt me ok hantu..3 more days and off u go!!muahahah..e smell of Ramadhan is here!!so is YUMMY food!!!wee!!but sadly i didt get e chance to pay back): so sad!
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Sunday, August 16, 2009, 8:33 PM
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saturday was well spent with other half,i head down over to Bugis to catch Bandslam Competition to show some love to Syaz n Fyr Band..They sang LUCKY!!woowoo!so call dedicated to anep and me..haha.after that kak filza Ain Irah n me rush down to Suntec to catch grp performance..but for me i felt so guilty n so bad cos i didt get a chance to see BB dance): but i only did through Kak Ash camera..SORRY dear!my bad...
over at Suntec people were screaming at me cos i cut my hair...sorry la..i was just feeling it n anep gave me full support.haha..oh and i believe taking photo do change things around you..but i dont expect much though.after suntec we went over to YP to catch SFB shooting/filming it was suppose to end at 10 but as always late...and thnz dear for sending me home right to my door step.and u OWE me big time lor..now SFB all know my so not cool secret!how cud u,more like how cud Ain tell Kak Ular n she tell everyone!argh..suke eh korang kacau..its tiring ok..wee tommorow is a must to find my naval stud..oh gosh..i have alot of thing in mind to buy!!only bby knows what i want..wanting to go ice skating.but i guess it wont happen that soon..but its ok though..theres always other days.right??
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Friday, August 14, 2009, 3:36 AM
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Lets just say Thanz to the hair cut i feel like trying new things.But not quite sure what..haha.but iam feeling to change my way for dressing.wee.i donnoe y guess i just wanna try somthing new thats alll..anyways sat has been plan(: meeting kak filzy n den heading to bugis Bandslam to watch Syaz n den down to Suntec!oh gosh i so cannot wait!Oh Aizat do check out for that girl ok!hahaha..and Muhd Hanif i noe u love my hair,but pls dont buy for me a cap cos u noe i have right!argh save yr money for Reebok shoe ok(: i love u.
P.s - i want that Reebok Shoe):
P.s - i want that Reebok Shoe):
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Thursday, August 13, 2009, 12:57 PM
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iam just super lazy to blog this days!argh..ok iam trying to keep it short as possible.
so i had a great on tuesday with bby over at west coast plaza Fish&Co!it was yummy but i still want to the hot fudge brownie again!its calling me!!den yesterday met Kak Ain over at bby plc to play guitar hero,oh and Abg Phiz gt his new hair cut!so cute..wee..and yes more guitar hero with bby n kak ain..den rush down to marina square,i cant seems to have anything in mind but iam eyeing on tat purple top!i hate u muhd Hanif!=p so kak ain bought a yellow top at topshop while i bought a purple shoe!haha.donnt ask me y,we was also his fault!but we had a uber time trying the shoes,beware at times i think my boyfriend is GAY!hahaha dn head down to Suntec,bby apply part time at Nike!sebok aje!!while kak ain bought vans shoe!weewee.Fcuking reebok Pump shoe!!iam so gonna get u!!and yes bby wanna get it in purple while i want it in yellow!hopefully its still have by end of this month!pls!
Oh ya,i cut my hair short!super short!its bob..haha
weeweee.was feeling it so ya,i wanted to cry,and pantat bby step my hair):
ppl stop asking y i cut my hair!haha
ok da,bye!
oh ya!
PHILIPINES!here i come tis nov or dec((:
so i had a great on tuesday with bby over at west coast plaza Fish&Co!it was yummy but i still want to the hot fudge brownie again!its calling me!!den yesterday met Kak Ain over at bby plc to play guitar hero,oh and Abg Phiz gt his new hair cut!so cute..wee..and yes more guitar hero with bby n kak ain..den rush down to marina square,i cant seems to have anything in mind but iam eyeing on tat purple top!i hate u muhd Hanif!=p so kak ain bought a yellow top at topshop while i bought a purple shoe!haha.donnt ask me y,we was also his fault!but we had a uber time trying the shoes,beware at times i think my boyfriend is GAY!hahaha dn head down to Suntec,bby apply part time at Nike!sebok aje!!while kak ain bought vans shoe!weewee.Fcuking reebok Pump shoe!!iam so gonna get u!!and yes bby wanna get it in purple while i want it in yellow!hopefully its still have by end of this month!pls!
Oh ya,i cut my hair short!super short!its bob..haha
weeweee.was feeling it so ya,i wanted to cry,and pantat bby step my hair):
ppl stop asking y i cut my hair!haha
ok da,bye!
oh ya!
PHILIPINES!here i come tis nov or dec((:
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Monday, August 10, 2009, 9:07 PM
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Saturday was e Best!i love it so much that iam gonna always remember the time i spend wif my other half(:
Started off with a alot of moving on choosing a nice spot to sit den a nice yummy Nasi Lemak cook by nenek(:den more chilling session n photo taking classes..haha and yes head down to coffe bean and Trisya and Iffah had to do their homework while Nana,Syaz,Tata,Nanep,Fyz,Ibu,Iffah mom and me were having fun chatting,more choco drink and cake and doing silly cover!iam so waiting for Banslam Competition!!Syaz u go girl!!and yes i had to b Tata bby sister,she was over me,so cute!i want to rompak her!cn Syaz??haha oh ya we waited for Kak Ash,Kak Filzy n Ame like omg so long!Kak Ash chocolate banana muffin are awesome!!den we had this memory game that Syam thought us to play!its super fun and shit!cos people who forget will say motherfucker..haha.with their own tone..den we had a very super long bicycle nite right till bedok jetty!woots!Syaz atlast complete her mission!haha..Syaz kental!den head home..
Sunday was awken by Bby texting and calling asking to bring Guitar Heroes over to his plc.so i had to pack and deliver it to his place and even buy food n drink!see how nice i am???reach there tried calling him and his house ph..semua nvr answer.called abg phiz and he was having fun disturbing me!!ask me buy minyak la,tertdo la..dtg pukul 8 la..so mean!!Kak Ash see what he did to me!den e best part i reach there,all laugh and still abuwan can say iam a delivery guy): thnz abuwan and disturb me by using nanep ph to call me!!argh!!Abg mud says that rase la kau ape yg kak ular kau rase..wah piang!ppl u shud see how the 4 of them play!bby was on e drum,abuwan guitar,abg phiz n abg mud singing!haha.i swear this people are crazy!
hence i just LOVE my other half(:
Thanz to Muhd Hanif(:
i love u dear(:
p.s -Fan Boys u owe me BIG TIME!!muahaha
Labels: awesome feeling
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Sunday, August 9, 2009, 1:11 AM
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saturday started off with jemputan,met gfs..weee!!*jumping*i miss them like alot!its been donoe how long i last saw them and most of them are getting married next year..so early!went will be mine??haha..after that rush to bby hs bought him Mac,kate dont feel like eating!haha.but he ate e whole meal alone -.- it was super HOT that i cukai bby clothes and i forget to take his baju kurung again!mangkok nye aku!argh..den to geylang for awhile den met bby at rc and off we go to Cik Ros.and my dear muhd hanif didt told me that nenek all gonna b there*shy shy*haha
so they gave Mama a Suprise Birthday Celebration!!!hence i stay over for awhile and now iam back home thinking of wat to bring to ECP tommorow with YPians!!sweet!!huhu..i cannot wait to try Kak Ash CHOCOLATE MUFFINS!!!and Ibu is picking anep n me tmrw morg!thnz Ibu!!!
and bby pls take good care of cut,since u said it was deep one and dont b angry of what had hppn ok.alfie is just a kid ok syg(:
iam off to sleep,i need to wake up super early(:
Labels: hooray
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Saturday, August 8, 2009, 2:39 AM
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Thursday
was simply AMAZING!time was spend Beautifully with my erm so not Kental Kak Ash and my Botak Nanep..
met up with Kak Ash over at Joo Chiat Complex.she was late due to "i cannot find my belt"haha.
had a few rounds up n down to find the right material,design,tailor shops...2 hrs were spend over there but in then end everyone was happy tired and hungry!Bought for Abg Phiz baju kurung while Kak Ash has ro wait for hers to be ready bby 2 weeks before raye!so eggcited!plus i did "try" to find purple baju kurung.but its so not me..haha..bby can we have a lighter shade of purple cos "iam gonna look old in darker colour"haha,tats was what kak ash reason to abg phiz to get to wear baby blue..but will try my very best to find the nicest purple!!hopefully have,pls help me ppl!!after all that running aroung we head down to Kak Ash crib to chg clothes n bought otak otak!!(:den to abg phiz class over at lakeside den we MET!!!AYU!!ayu is making kak ash look pathetic..haha..okok.Ayu is abag phiz new bike its a vespa and it even has a basket!so cute!!Bby wanna get a vespa so is abuwan so i guess not long people of the nation will see 1 ORANGE BLUE & PURPLE vespa -.- mampos dunia corrupy dgn SFB colours!!haha
Friday
over at school i had Kite flying competition which my class IPP WON 1st in e higest flying kite,2nd in the largest kite n e other one i dont noe..haha..but we had a damn gd time!!oh ya,guyfrens n i was kind of breaking e schl rule today!all of us wore our adidas kicks,so u can see all e diff colours..which we are only allow to wear 90% black -.- pfft! so as we in e canteen our DM gave a glance n smile.hees..sweet..nasib nasib*phew* den head home n chg n rush down to bby schl to watch him perform.and he was so action la cos his schl everything bigger den mine!ACTION =P den back to his house,abah was simply enjoying watching DVD,so cute lor,me?i sleep laugh den sleep.heehee while bby was trying hard to distract me by asking me watch stupid videos like Jackass and MadTv..but watever..its super disgusting!bby is out wif Adib
and now iam at home with a pain in head.stupid period make me so weak tat i hit my head on the sink!!dont b shock tis has hppn before!argh!and due to this Muhammad Hanif dont let me go 7 /11 to get a drink,its only across e streets):
now iam bored..
Saturday
JEMPUTAN-.- i feel so mak mak!my gf brother wedding,wee but iam eggcited to meet them!its been ages since i meet them!!bby is off to Toa Payoh.
Sunday
no plans,either help to carry stuff to Cik Ros new house over at Jurong or Picnic at ECP wif YPians...hmm.or is there any other choice?will just wait.
Monday
just wait and see(:
Syaz This is espeacially for u!so u know whats my plan ok?
jadi kamu ngak perlu susah ya msh gua(:
i noe u noe =p
was simply AMAZING!time was spend Beautifully with my erm so not Kental Kak Ash and my Botak Nanep..
met up with Kak Ash over at Joo Chiat Complex.she was late due to "i cannot find my belt"haha.
had a few rounds up n down to find the right material,design,tailor shops...2 hrs were spend over there but in then end everyone was happy tired and hungry!Bought for Abg Phiz baju kurung while Kak Ash has ro wait for hers to be ready bby 2 weeks before raye!so eggcited!plus i did "try" to find purple baju kurung.but its so not me..haha..bby can we have a lighter shade of purple cos "iam gonna look old in darker colour"haha,tats was what kak ash reason to abg phiz to get to wear baby blue..but will try my very best to find the nicest purple!!hopefully have,pls help me ppl!!after all that running aroung we head down to Kak Ash crib to chg clothes n bought otak otak!!(:den to abg phiz class over at lakeside den we MET!!!AYU!!ayu is making kak ash look pathetic..haha..okok.Ayu is abag phiz new bike its a vespa and it even has a basket!so cute!!Bby wanna get a vespa so is abuwan so i guess not long people of the nation will see 1 ORANGE BLUE & PURPLE vespa -.- mampos dunia corrupy dgn SFB colours!!haha
Friday
over at school i had Kite flying competition which my class IPP WON 1st in e higest flying kite,2nd in the largest kite n e other one i dont noe..haha..but we had a damn gd time!!oh ya,guyfrens n i was kind of breaking e schl rule today!all of us wore our adidas kicks,so u can see all e diff colours..which we are only allow to wear 90% black -.- pfft! so as we in e canteen our DM gave a glance n smile.hees..sweet..nasib nasib*phew* den head home n chg n rush down to bby schl to watch him perform.and he was so action la cos his schl everything bigger den mine!ACTION =P den back to his house,abah was simply enjoying watching DVD,so cute lor,me?i sleep laugh den sleep.heehee while bby was trying hard to distract me by asking me watch stupid videos like Jackass and MadTv..but watever..its super disgusting!bby is out wif Adib
and now iam at home with a pain in head.stupid period make me so weak tat i hit my head on the sink!!dont b shock tis has hppn before!argh!and due to this Muhammad Hanif dont let me go 7 /11 to get a drink,its only across e streets):
now iam bored..
Saturday
JEMPUTAN-.- i feel so mak mak!my gf brother wedding,wee but iam eggcited to meet them!its been ages since i meet them!!bby is off to Toa Payoh.
Sunday
no plans,either help to carry stuff to Cik Ros new house over at Jurong or Picnic at ECP wif YPians...hmm.or is there any other choice?will just wait.
Monday
just wait and see(:
Syaz This is espeacially for u!so u know whats my plan ok?
jadi kamu ngak perlu susah ya msh gua(:
i noe u noe =p
Labels: wee i love this
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Thursday, August 6, 2009, 12:39 AM
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time passes by just like that without knowing.just like life.4 months left till e new beggining of a new chapter towards life.i believe that every humans should apreciate their loved ones to the fullest cos they may not know what gonna happen in times to come.but all i gotta ask is for some guidence from above.hopefully every steps i take will be the right one.but i noe its not gonna be that easy.looking at people around me,i feel bless and happy to have them in my life.each n everyone of them shows me somthing.at the same time they also teach me stuff that i dont even know.i wonder at times would i survive without them?that's the question!BUT i think i won't.
at every point of time u will need them.it may b just a tap on the back but a tap on the back can show alot.it can simply means ar u ok?or even telling the person iam here if u need help.at times thanz to this kind soul iam laughing my ass all day long but inside me have this numbness feeling.iam not sure why.but i know i dont like this feeling,it makes me feel worried and my mind start going wild..
on the other hand,i had a great time chatting with Ros Syazlin.we are both in the same zone.both having the numbness feeling,so it was way easier for us to share it out.it truly seems that we both just need listening ears,so i spare mine and she did hers too.but i guess she needs mine more..oh darling,u need not bother bout peopl at times like this.stop watever your doing and take a moment to think if its worth it to do that?cos u noe your not being yourself my dear.stop and dont waste time just like that.every second means alot my dear,hence it does takes time for people to understand u.and u need to be more patience and even cry it all out even if u have too.u have been holding your tears back for too long.thats y u always wanted to cry but donoe y u cant..cry it all out it will make u feel better.and remember iam here for u okand pls dont let it affect u,i love u too much ok(:
for me life has been abit shaky not wif relationship,we are both doing great.but school has been an ass,i cant seem to care bout school.iam not sure why.pls allah help me to get my teo feet back up again,cos u noe iam not like this before.iam planning to quit netball.my all time life partner.never ever did i wish this too happen but it all seems to be a waste right now.iam just trying to please people around me,but am i pleasing myself.wat am i without netball?what interest do i have now?simply nothing..haiz..its choices that i have to make.but i think its also one of the best(: iam doing it for the person i love,my mum.
so goodbye Netball and hello ___________???
but still with this numbness feeling iam still looking forward for tommorow(:
weee a hunt for baju kurung wif Kak Ash Syam Bby N donoe who else
haha..gosh this should be eggciting!i really do need a cheer up!i donoe y but after talkng to Syaz.iam feeling abit down but it NOT your fault k beb!seriously!
p.s - Numdness feeling pls go away.i dont like that feeling.pls go,i beg u):
or should i be left alone?but i hate that feeling.pls help send me some guidience from above(:
Labels: before its too late
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009, 8:22 PM
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iam at Singapore Sport School.
i pity Kak Ular & Bby.
they were really patience with those kids.
these kids are from Hong Kong.
some of them were having their own time playing
while a few were really trying their Best to concentrate.
But each of them were really having fun..
but not of the two instructor.
haha.pity them..
sleepy,tired,sick,hungry,thirsty.
gosh u can name it all.seriously!
on the other hand
i was awaken my bby call
and alot of Kak Ash text..hees.
she super sweet and she calls me Babygirl...
very random and weird but i like..
haha.
so she is planning to go look see look see
Baju Kurung this thurs..
weeee...its gonna be uber fun!!
plus i have a new colour for me to wear!
purple-_-
haha..
so not nidya..but wat to do
Abg Phiz has put Kak Ash in charge.
so y not help her out right??
wee cnt wait!!
oh n i wanna go Genting!!!
mama ask me about it though..
Kak Ash says its a Family Outing..
haha..not so sure eh Kak!
haha..
oh and Kak Ash your not kental la ok!!(:
P.s - Happy 48th Birthday Mama!!!
Hope you like the bag that we bought(:
i pity Kak Ular & Bby.
they were really patience with those kids.
these kids are from Hong Kong.
some of them were having their own time playing
while a few were really trying their Best to concentrate.
But each of them were really having fun..
but not of the two instructor.
haha.pity them..
sleepy,tired,sick,hungry,thirsty.
gosh u can name it all.seriously!
on the other hand
i was awaken my bby call
and alot of Kak Ash text..hees.
she super sweet and she calls me Babygirl...
very random and weird but i like..
haha.
so she is planning to go look see look see
Baju Kurung this thurs..
weeee...its gonna be uber fun!!
plus i have a new colour for me to wear!
purple-_-
haha..
so not nidya..but wat to do
Abg Phiz has put Kak Ash in charge.
so y not help her out right??
wee cnt wait!!
oh n i wanna go Genting!!!
mama ask me about it though..
Kak Ash says its a Family Outing..
haha..not so sure eh Kak!
haha..
oh and Kak Ash your not kental la ok!!(:
P.s - Happy 48th Birthday Mama!!!
Hope you like the bag that we bought(:
oh and the photo is the bag that we bought for Mama
BUT
of cos in PURPLE!!
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Sunday, August 2, 2009, 2:36 PM
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He above who always make me look forward at every First date of the Month.He above shows me that in life its does not always Goes the way we Plan.
He above always keep my Head Up even when things does't goes Right.
He above always remind Me who i am,and Never to Crack Easily.
He above who i Gave my Respect as a Girlfriend & Bestfriend.
He above always make Me feels Safe & Secure cos knowing his always there.
He above teach me alot of things that i never knew.
Because of who He is,
He make me Fell in Love with Him..
P.s-Our anniversary will always be spend with Family & Friends.
I wonder why..hmm..
may b thnz to them that we are together??
Much Love,
Nidya Nadhira
