so ya mums is half way through amsterdam already,its a 13hr flight,so hopefully shes ok(:
miss ya on Raye):
so sis,bro n i send mom n grandpa off to e airport terminal 1,b4 tat we had dinner at POPEYE(: cutekn name.haha.e chicken was like damn nice la n its nt tat pricey(,no wander e line was damn long la!!but its worth it.
SO BYE MOM,N HI TO FREEDOM((:

iam done wif baking kuih ler.tired ok.2nd batch of cornflakes ar done n bro was like "aku uat lgy sdp",watever eh bro!!haha..eh but true la,his cooking nt bad ok ppl

at 2 plus or 3,i was kinda low,so low tat i started to cry,share out e prob wif a fren..its kinda a release u c.

so after e break up i thought u noe i cud b on my own,u noe miss independent?
but its seems hard due to e surrounding.
n PPL plz i just wana b single for e time being,its way too fast for ue ppl to ask me for a stead,e ans will be no,iam sory if u waited long for me n scared tat i will go to other guy,may b tats fate la.but pls dont force me..i wan make eright choice tis tyme.
its somting like choosing a food in a menu,u always wants e best right,so,so am i.
plus dont put hopes cos i dont wan ue to feel tat i bastards u,plz understand me(:

lately i hav nt been feeling great,cramps n headache tat comes n goes,its a pain,seriously..
been down lately,so my current wish is-PLS MAKE ME SMLE AGAIN,i want hapy moments(:

till here den,tears rolling down,head n stomach in pain)':

its nearly 4.30 am in e morng,n yes i hav nt slp yet..

due to some stupid tinkg..

so yes,today is e day tat mum goi away for a week,so iam gona miss her nag,but abit only la.haha.
erm so we gona hav buke at airport at watever e plc is call,haha..i gt bad memory ppl.so lupe already e name.haha

so today plan is-schl at 9.30 to 10 for maths n 10 to 10.45 for phy.boredom seh
haiz..Baby Baby is gona wake me up oi by giving me a kol cos die tkt saye tk go schl..step caring ar gitu,but thankz la k.haha

erm didt get to catch f1 man..damn due to findg my sis tunang nye samping la,wen e whole geylang to find 1 samping..wth..waste my time n as usual brofee was like blahblahblah bout e leceh n stuff..

ok time to go for sahur(: e last one wif mumy):

ok so i didt go to schl to nt waking up early,i woke up 8.30..heehee
plus e weather was nice n cooling..
eh IZ iam nt a baby ok,it does nt mean tat i ask my mum to wake me up iam a baby ok..
ape je!!
apek iz!!plus i am nt nyanyok yet ok!!argh!!
so we were talkg bout u noe whose yr prom date stuff..haha.its kinda funny la talkg bout it wen O's is still nt started yet.haha
ok so IZ is teachg me MATHS.unbelieve right..hmm.so ya hopefully wif his help i will improve,who noes right?haha

so hell ya tick tick tick time goes by n raye is comg n iam so freaking excited but sad la.
so iam donning myself in white baby..haha..wif a bit of green(:
n yes i noe a lot of peeps is wearg whits tis ye,but who cares right,ppl cn wear any clr they like wat..e brighter e merrier?haha

i must say i do miss hangg out wif e "brothers"
haha.they gerek ppl ok..n they ar e best ppl i hav noe so far.

lately i hav been extra lazy to go to schl!!
donoe y but just nt in e mood la..
so hell ya just another 2 months n iam so over high schl baby!!

so tc ppl,n go prepare for raye.
cant wait to eat choc almond,kuih tart,cornflakes,lontong n those clrful drinks!!
YUMMY!!=)

ok so,
i hav nt been blogg bcos my sis borrow my vodafone,meaning to say i cant blog nor chat..n yes it was suer borinng la.but its ok..
erm so ya i didt go to schl tuesday due to erm mls..haha
btw on e way bk hm frm geylang i met an old schlmate of mine..
haha,its funny wen sumone call my second name,"nadhira,nadhira bye"
haha..n tats wat he say only..
but it was somting..

ystd was kinda bored at hm cos i was alone,as e rest were out shpg for mumy clothes for AMSTERDAM!!
she bought a $200 coldwear jacket,omg
haha..cos he company is giving $500 to spend as its gona b winter there.
erm but coolio la cos e hood gt fur on it..haha..like nigga shit gitu.
i must say shes a cool mom((:

so mom goi to b for a week,a week without means no government in e house..yahoo..haha..but need to study for O!!
i hav been askg iz to help me but we didt get a chance to due to our busy after schl consultation..haiz..so still tryg our bst to make time..

so for today,e gurls were like damn fcukg tired tat durig SS lsn we were slpg,e guys were mostly talking craps n laughg out loud!!as always n takig photo for us.haiz..sebok!haha.nk tdo pon susah..

nw iam hm just slackg till e time pass by for buke,so i currently owed 7 daes of puase due to reason..(:
yeah yeah last day blh puase,kesian nad.haha

so bubbye,will blog soon aites...sleepy sleepy-_-

erm..lets start wif..schl..
its was such a freacking waste of time la goi to schl cos out of 4 lssn excluding recess,we only had 1 period to study but all we did was getting our fingers smell like glue or may b worst den glue..haha..e rest of e day was like lpk la,ape lgy kn..

plus i gt all my gift bk,i mean all..frm e old $2 heart note to e latest adidas watch n adidas shirt tat hav nt been wear..pathetic or wat,i guess some ppl donoe hw to apreciate stuff tat ppl buy for them..haiz..but look on e bright side,i gt it bk right..
so ya in fact he even hav e guts to laugh..kina was like totally damn shock la..
but its ok,mom told me tat i dont lose anyting..i belief its true..

so hell ya enuf bout hym!!

oh ya..hanif told me tat sum1 uses my name to tag on his tag board n it say"i hate ue cttg wif ya ex..gees..sayang hanif''..WTF!!i so didt write tat kind of shit la..i just donoe y ppl have e time to do all tat..haiz..but even hanif noes its nt me..tat ppl must b so fake la..

oh ya,guess wat i didt go to mock due to super bad cramps n i so terbang my forehead on e toilet sink la..haha..i noe my clumsyness but tis happen cos i gt abit of dizzyness..
so ya now my forehead blue black la):
n sis kept on pressing on it.jahat kape die,tk kecian langsung);

lastly mumy goi AMSTERDAM in like wat next saturday..raye wif siblings only..haiz..sedih kn..
so iam so gonna miss her like rbk la cos she will only b returning on e 2nd dae of raye..
haiz..so raye wont b like e same):

till here den ,forehead hurts =(

so hell ya ppl,its all about a new life n a new start..

so ya i guess iam so over relationship for now...
so its kinda true wen yr mom say"study comes"n yes iam gonna do as iam told,just to prove to her tat iam old enuf to noe wats important n wats nt..but nt e other side iam nt sure if iam capable of doi it or nt!!so ppl pls do encourage me n pray hard for me to pass my O's.its so near..n iam so nt ready for it la..iam so damn scared..so wish me luck okoK(:

so boys will always b boys..n yes!!they truly act like as if they no tmrw to think of..speaking of it..

iam so over wif e stuff tat he did..hw cud he even tried his best to hide where else i so totally noe tat he did it..

n yes all tis thankz goes to ayuni..thankz alot for e help..i really apreciated it even know we started off at e wrong foot,u proved me wrong girl..ure truly full of surprise..
much thankz goes to u..

n secondly goes to e BELS a grp of crazy funny soccer guys...thanz for telling me n having guts for bringg tis matter up..even though i just noe ue ppl..thankz alot eh..haha

to ajul,hmm..thanz for everyting...those encouragement n teachging me hw to noe a guy better..i will keep in mind on tat tips ue gave me..

so ya rough day i had..to hym buzz off of my life n stay tat way..gave tat last chance to u,but u had a freaking affair behind my bk ure so full of bullshit dude!!

n yes iam starting a new fresh life ppl...but theres only 1 purpose in mind n tat is to PASS O LEVEL !!!tats a must!!

today cnt fast but look i have been fasting for like wat 17 day!!woohoo
iam proud of it!!