nidnad

moodless

2009-11-10T01:36:00.003+08:00

i guess my monday blues has already started..shit!and it's affecting ..iam sorry and will try not to bother you so as you wont get worried bout me..its time to take a break..things are moving way too fast for me..

weekends were awesome with fellow Ypians and Sis is back from Tokyo(=

Keep On Dreaming

2009-11-05T00:19:00.004+08:00

Dream is just some real life fantasy that everyone goes through it.And yes i had mine this morning..it never felt like this before..even though it was just a dream there's no harm looking forward to it right?if it were to happen oh gosh,i wonder who was the 18 guy holding the last rose on my birthday..and yes,i know.i had one of the most wildest dream a girl ever had..

*finger cross*

On the other hand had a superb video call with sis.she over at Tokyo and will only b back on the 8 of November..and she don't even wanna show want she bought for me!!argh!!haha..but i shall wait for it..cos theres no harm waiting right??(:

much love,Nidya

why

2009-10-27T06:45:00.003+08:00

why does shits always happen when something beautiful was about to happen??
why is this question stuck in my head for so long??
why bother have memories when it hurts you so much??
but the question is why am I like this??
its all ME and Only ME can Help myself...
i don't think i deserve that movie date..
even though i wanna catch that movie badly..*sigh*
life's a bitch at times..
why bother?

WEEKENDS!!!

2009-10-26T05:31:00.003+08:00

my weekends was well spent with fellow 201 n baby over at city hall to marina den over to singapore flyer..i had a hard time finding mumy a bdae present..ended up we bought her a cardigan hoodie over at mango..so finally she owned it!haha..she has been wanting it for some time now..it was nice to see smile from chin to chin!(= on the other hand baby got me that red puma wallet that i lay my eyes on since i donoe last 2 months??heehee..thnz dear!oh pandai eh suroh ayu distract i!!anyhoots i bought for him agnes b padlock pendent!damn i shud have got it for myself also la..envy lei..so nice..oh ya and baby n mumy bought for me a paris hilton tote bag..i love it so much!its big and ppl tend to dump their things on me -_-" haha..its ok(: and yes we celebrated mum's bdae over at bali thai it was so much and the best part is,it was full force!Big Family(=
and now iam having this huge stomach cramp!i was enjoying my sleep and suddenly i got cramps!stupid..iam gonna tuck myself to bed now(= Morning People!!!

still want that movie date*sigh*

but i understand u though,no worries.

Boy,i need you...

2009-10-23T23:34:00.004+08:00

Dear look it comes in this colour...haha..but too bad not in SG yet):

See that baby above!!damn i want that and only baby boy knows how much i really wanna get my hands on that!!How i wish i can get it asap!iam guessing i will get it by next month or even better get it specially for my 18th Bdae as a Present for myself..why not?!on the other hand baby boy likes it too due to it comes in PURPLE!!-_- hahahah..oh well at least it please both of us right baby??(:

If i have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say

I LOVE YOU.

i wanna sleep

2009-10-21T06:48:00.002+08:00

Morning!i have been awake since 5!and its 7 and my mum told me not to sleep until everyone's out of the house..pfft!ooh well,what to do..bby dont mrh me ar..on the other hand you still owe me a hug and and two movies date):

oh weee

2009-10-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

thanz for dinner dear(:

and yes we were totally random.

even though it was a short period of time we spent

i had the most face expression in my life.

From laughing my ass out to being bullied by you.haha

I Love You,

Mr Bully ^^,

Tell Me..

2009-10-18T01:57:00.003+08:00

upset and dissapointed.

Bottom line I wanna know why you felt that way.

Sorry For The Lateness Bully

2009-10-16T10:11:00.004+08:00

Dear Muhd Hanif,

I Love you Too bits Bully

xoxo,Nidya Nadhira

its time for me....

2009-10-15T04:39:00.003+08:00

I find that giving myself some "ME" time is one of the scariest moment that i ever had..I just cud not believe that i kept so many things inside me..and i find that iam not like what i used to be..i dont really share much with bff anymore.may be cos she's busy with working.iam not gonna put the blame on her of course..the other bff for now iam guessing his busy with either school or bbdc..but still i find it cute and weird though..known him from high schl yr till now..but bottom line all the best baby..i love you(:

p.s - i miss bff

crash

2009-10-13T03:03:00.003+08:00

iam not gonna blog about baby 18 bdae cos iam using a tablet PC.its super irritating!hence certain things have to wait.now my mind feels like it cud burst any moment now.its really getting on my nerves on how u try to forget something and it comes back again n again..it really does bring me down at times.seriously the talk we had,was really pain in the heart...and yes its true at times i don't noe who i am..and somehow iam gonna chg back..cos iam tired of the same old thing,again n again..yes,i did put my guards down before,but not anymore..cos i had enough of this shits from everyone..end of story,iam gonna step up the game.

in the end,its me n you

2009-10-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

somehow iam looking forward to tomorrow.
hopefully it will cheer me up in one way or another.
i believe that it's not only me alone need this cheer up moment.
watever it is i cant wait for tomorrow.
oh god,what will the reaction be like?

I love you too Muhd Hanif(=

Damn It!!

2009-10-06T01:32:00.002+08:00

Why is it so hard.

argh..this is fcuking iritating..

hence i cnt take it anymore..

and iam piss off with myself..

Never wud I ....

2009-10-02T04:10:00.003+08:00

Thank you for being very patience with me.

I feel so fcuk up and iam not gonna forgive myself

for making you cry..

its normal if iam crying but you...

its different..

feel as if the whole world just crash on me..

simply i cant believe it was me.

me!i did that to you.

End of story.

I never forgive myself at all until now..

and yes bowling was a blash even though i lose to u by 10 points.

and i was making a fool out of myself..

or even i didt wanna go..

i did it for you like how you always do it for me..

and baby i give my thanz to you boy..

i love today(:

2009-10-01T01:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 7th month Muhd Hanif..

Thnz for the vid..gosh.thnz so much love!!
whatever it is yr voice sound better live..
actually i donnoe what to say..haha..
whatever it is dear,iam right by your side whenever you need me..
i love u for who u are.
and i dont need gifts nor money to make me happy..
what i need is you.
the moment you step into my life..
you never fail to make me laugh my ass out.
and yes i noe i merajok alot but i dont care!!
i still want you to pujok me..
cos boy,your the sweetest ting i ever had..

Lastly..

At first you didt mean that much to me
But now i know your all that i need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that i found LOVE
Everyday i live for you
And everything that i do
I do it for you
What i say is how i feel so believe it's true
You got to know iam true...

Thank You,Mr Bully =p

2009-09-30T00:21:00.004+08:00

at times i feel like i wanna be alone.

no one else but just me.

just wanna lie on the bed as if

there's no tomorrow.

but i cant.

there's too many wonderful

people in life that has been there

for me..

know my every move every reaction.

things that i do but i,myself don't notice.

thank you for being there for me.

at the point i need you the most.

no one was there but only you.

you even waited for me to relax n fell asleep.

tapping me on the back.

you make me realise,

knowing that you will be there

whenever i need you,

Thank You.

Today was Beautiful.

you even sang to me.

its true.

"the way you stare as if you see right through to my soul.."

Thank You

For Yesterday,Today and Tomorrow

xoxo bf(:

Blinded

2009-09-29T02:19:00.003+08:00

i read this again and again

and wonder why is it so true?

why do we neglect the ones

that was hoping to be with us

to chase someone else?

But in the end the one we chase

do they Appreciates us?

p.s -bf looks like a baby when his sleeping(:

Insomnia

2009-09-28T03:53:00.005+08:00

iam so insomnia! i cant seem to sleep early no matter what i do and shit happens..
iam sorry dear,i noe it has already been two weeks i sleep till late dawn..
its not that i didt do anything,had quick nap..
it just dont seem to work out..argh..
somehow i feel super shitty and mad..
so mad that i dont even know its abt what..
sound nonsense thats what iam having..
and Bf i guess my mad kinda affected u right?
iam super sorry!i didt mean to show it,i didt even noe until u
knock some sense into me..

time check : 4.30a.m
bf is so gonna b mad and dissapointed.
why am i sweating like hell when iam sitting under a fan?wth!

ineedya

Home Sweet Home Baby...

2009-09-27T01:14:00.002+08:00

Somehow it does feels good to be back home..
It felt so great that i know i am tired but i just cant sleep..
I feel like doing something to my room!paint the walls may be?
so whose up for it if i need a help?ha ha

On the other note,have fun waking up super early dear for rehearsal tomorrow and all the best(=

Eventually i have a mission..ha ha
Thanz to my Dear Syaz Hudgens =p
"Your blog song,Get some handsome Guys to dance or sing for me ker"
correction its more of HOT Guys and beb not fair la!!
tell me why must it be for u only??ha ha
so i wonder will any guys take this challenge up??for that will just have to wait n see beb..heehee

current mood-saye nak makan pancake,bf jadi tk bf date kite?weeeee..........

Looking Great(=

2009-09-26T00:41:00.006+08:00

Iam totally speechless just by looking at my blog!*two thumbs ups*
I laugh so hard as i cudt believe it that i texted bby,while he was waiting for the rest.
Suddenly i feel as if we are sharing the blog gitu..haha..
I just ask her for a simple layout and change my profile pic..
In the blue..
I GOT MORE THEN WHAT I ASK FOR!!!
the animation photo and the caption..haha..pandai pandai tulis.i wonder what make u write all tat??haha..BUT thnz!!!
thnz darla,who else if its not my sugar rush honey bby,Kak Feedah Bilson which Anisa Ferera gf..haha..wat a girly name u have brother!heehee
so basically iam still packing stuff,as iam moving back to hometown bby!!!
plus its nearer for u to send me home now!!muahaha!
no more excuses ok syg?haha
here is my convo with Kak Ash n Kak filz

Ash - beb whre u at?
me - at home packing stuff,y?
Ash -pack?go whre?
me - move hs.
ash -whre?
me - b.b ar beb..hahaha*cheekysmile*
ash - oh,nyehehehe..

Filz- eh packing stuff?for what?whre u going?coming to down watch movie or not?
me - cnt make it seh in time,packing to go genting la..
filz - eh u dont mcm2 ar,tell me ler.
me - moving to b.b la..haha..eh tell ash she can buck in at my crib!!woohoo!!
filz-wait,ar.Ash nidya says u can buck in at her plc!!
ash -WOOOHOOOOOOOOO*backgrd shouting*
me - HAHA..happy eh Kak??haha

that means,nearer to abg aphiz right kak ash??hahaha
gatal eh!!haha..
oh ya i wanna see yr manicure n pedicure!!
wee,i miss u hor(:

and syg,org mainkan u lagu,u mainkan i lagu la.ish!macam tk tau je,kate nk joget same same..haha.=p

lastly,somehow i miss my bestfriends.

2009-09-24T01:55:00.004+08:00

ok i know my blog is super berabok!!
so iam gonna try to make it shot and simple as i can...
so e 2nd last day of puase which is on Friday was spent with YPians..
i had to rush down all e way from home cos mama ask me to tagg along..
tats wasnt bad but luck was not on my side my feet kene burn by e iron.
yes,stupid i noe but i was in a rush.and now it left a stain..and still painfull.)=
First Day of Raye was kinda suxy for me this year,its not because mom was away in Amsterdam but due to have of my family was away in J.B and they took my grandpa away.i swaer to u it was super sickening!!argh!but as soon as Abg had his prayers done we went down to cck to pay a visit to the ppl who left us,gosh,its kinda sad to see some cementary left untouch for years..even those tiny little ones..i wonder why?is it because they had no time or they just cudt find one..hence iam wishing that this wont hppn to me in years to come..
But on this very day i had a differnt kind of exprience actually,to end the day,i ended up at Bf hs with his family and cousin.due to i wanna try nenek sambal ayam but due to my lateness..sambal ayam is no whre to find)= but its ok,i will look forward for next year or the next year..hahaha..
thanz for the short moment and sending me home..
oh and iam so excited for Night Safari Haloween!!!this is the second time iam going this year,and yes its the first tyme for bby..haha...what you see in Town its Nothing dear!!haha
Finally i had my Outdoor instructor training over at serimbun camp..super ulu i tell u!!
but it was fun!tried new things and made a few new friends(=
also may be iam having camp as early as this coming Monday!
and worse the participants will be ITE students..wahlao..cialan..confirm hard to handle..hahaha
but,hopefully everything ok la.hees.
had a nice yummy dinner over at J.P(=
thnz dear!!weee..
P.S - I wanna have a bby camera!god this feeling is killing ME!!!
Abg Khai,i love you ar..got discount or not??haha.jkjk..gosh hopefully
you still have it wen i collect enuf cash..Dear why tell me so late??haha
AND what surprise surprise???
mummy can i have it for my 18 bdae??haha I LOVE YOU(:

2009-09-14T20:11:00.006+08:00

Ever felt like the world just turn upside down or pictures turning black and white.
It felt like youre not wanted,unknown,invisible or u dont even exist in this world.
But somehow that kind of feeling actually teach me something.
It teach me to be prepared,cos at the end of line your gonna be alone.
No one will stand up for you but at that very moment you will have a sense of freedom.
Cos no one will judge u except allah.
Hence at times its just way better to keep quiet den to say something that is just simply rubbish or at times you kind of look foolish actually.
So you see,keeping quiet does not mean your at the losing end.

on the other hand iam wishing Kak Ash to have a safe trip to n fro Russia..Come back Sg quick n i want duit raye!haha..weewee..oh ya we gonna do our nails!cannot wait super excited...

and syg thank you so much,ily bby..

again n again

2009-09-14T04:36:00.004+08:00

Thank you for the Tiger,so cute n small...

That was sure Lucky!!

and for the first tyme we only use $1!!!

haha..

while abg did try really hard to get for Kak Feedah..

hence we do have really sweet guys..

right Kak Feedah??heehee

but still we had a lovely night at Geylang

and iam yet to find a nice Purple Baju Kurung!!

shit!

thursday is a must to go ok

Ame n Kak Filz!!

and yes i need new slippers.

Birkenstock would be nice..

nyahaha..

baby save money!!!

all you want,pantat btl!

and yes!

i noe i owe u a shoe..

Jordans here we come...

on the another note

insecure feelings is back..

i hate this so much.

Bee & Syaz & Helmi

its was nice of you ppl

to cheer me up with all those

words,drawing,emoticon,,

gosh..

u ppl really touch me..

but iam not gonna cry just holding back those tears

like always..

its not pretending..

why do such soul exist in this world???

tell me...

plain bored

2009-09-08T02:20:00.003+08:00

iam just not in the mood to blog..donoe why.
but for the sake of my Kak Feedah i will post a super shot one!!
lately i have this very bad uneasy feeling..
i even cry not knowing why...stupid yes..but the feeling still stay in my heart.
enuf of that..
oh yes atlast iam not gonna stay as a scumbag!!woohoo
gt a job thnz to kakak..
it somthing new..gonna work as an outdoor instructor..
gosh i cnt wait!!all e excitement..wee..
thnz again kak..
oh n dear hope yr feeling better(:
dont think too much ok and take it slow..

2009-09-02T03:05:00.005+08:00

i swear i told him i look like an alien!

small eyes+square face=Alien =P

i love today just every other day.

Thnz for today dear eventhough its kinda boring n both of us have the lazy sleepy mood but

we still manage to shop again..weeee*jumping*

and evil you!

ever wonder why is my post short??!!!

cos blogger is being a BITCH!

everything dissapear expt the 4 lines above!

and iam lazy to write again!!

oh ya Kak Filz randomly have a super short msg leave by her for me(:

and omg!she is one super sweet twin sister!

this is what she wrote "this is random. but i just wanna let u noe that i love u.gd nyt!"

super super sweet right!

Kak Filz!*hugs* gosh

saturday iam so gonna give u a super tight hug!!

i dont care if you get choked!!muahaha

Happy 6 months Anni Muhd Hanif

2009-09-01T00:38:00.010+08:00

Dear Muhd Hanif,

I cannot believe that we can go this far with all the shit that have happened.seriously i believe this make us stronger.Every moment with you,there is always somthing for me to look forward

too,no matter how good or bad the situation is in the end you will always be there for me.

It's true what you say,its not how many months or years,cos as long as we still love each other..thats how long we will be together till the feeling fade away..i love you.

I say i never miss you never gone from my mind

You're the soure for every inspiration for every rhyme,every line

Every time that we spend,always feels like the first date

Every kiss like the last,but you still make my knees shake

And how i get excited when i know that youre calling

I wanna type Hi when i see that you log in

Excited and Nervous ,and you have given me purpose

I wanna talk to you but at the same time iam wordless

Baby youre my Everything,you're all that i ever wanted

P.s-It may take one's whole life to give proper meaning to the words, 'I love you.'

iam still looking forward to that trust bby(:

Muhd Hanif youre more den just a Bestfriend.xoxo.

shopshopshop

2009-08-31T00:52:00.004+08:00

First of all congrats to Nash for winning 3rd plc in MJ Comp and congrats also to Abuwan Nanep n Trisya for getting through e next round of Suntec(:

Secondly,omfg i spend like i donoe how much on Nanep n Me...pantat supposed to get e Reebok shoe but instead lain pulak!so we both got ourself tops n i got myself a new adidas kick(: thnz to Abuwan Nash Aizat Kak Ash Ame n of cos Nanep..for deciding for me which one i should get..i tell ya i thought it was way easier to go shopping with alot of ppl but NO!its worse!but its super fun la.Abg phiz bought a BLUE jacket n Kak Ash bought a beanie and she looks super cute in it!

Break-fast was super funny.n e cheese fries yummy!!oh Happy Birthday to Aishah n thnz for e Brownie Cake!hence we also bought for our Abg Arm polo tee over at puma cos its his fav shop.and yes all e redness..hope u like it n nasib Arm tkder baju tu..haha

also BIG THNZ to Ame cos she had to layan Nanep n Me.haha..beb buy tat cheked dress ok!!

Sunday buke was fun!bby u noe u dont need to ask me "boleh ke i join"haha,tk perlu eh!!

P.S-yes reebok shoe is coming your way ok..soon.be patience bby=p

All together

2009-08-29T00:40:00.005+08:00

my brother is stealing my lappie away from me..argh..iritating...

anyway lets strt..

Bandslam was nice but at certain part its super slow..but New Moon trailer was more power den Bandslam i tell u..ppl were shouting n yes of cos i did my part!muahaha..

oh n yes i had my first breack-fast with e incomplete Nasruddin Family on Thursday.the food was splended like always i never finish my meal..heehee but i did my part of helping mama,i thought anep was the only one will ask me to do this n that but i was wrg!!abuwan play his part by"ar nidya ni semua angkat eh"..brothers wat can i say..but it was truly somthing new for me of cos(:

Dear thnz for inviting me over!

and Happy 18 Birdday to Adib on 28 August,bby 6yr bestfriend...

May u have a great day ahead n hopefully yr life will b full of surprises(:

and dont pilu pilu la...haha

oh yes iam looking forward to Suntec ltr(:

Sadly Kak Asd back out cos shes busy):

But all the best to Abuwan Abg Zai Nanep Trisya n all contestant(:

oh and i watch Syurga Cinta earlier on today,omg a simple story that teaches so many things..

u guys should watch!

Bandslam Baby(:

2009-08-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

Firstly i wanna say SORRY from the bottom of my heart to Muhd Hanif cos i was late and i didt accompany you to the clinic,my bad and iam really super sorry and this pantat likes to make me feel guity by saying"blm jumpe doctor seh dari tadi,i can do this alone,alar nanti sorang seh pergi rumah kak in"wei!i told u i can meet u there den u dont what..so mean!

Secondly i cannot watch to catch Bandslam Sneak Preview over at Shaw House with YPians n Fams.wee...berbuke puase pertama kali bersame mereka!!and i have yet to find a nice purple baju kurung!mati aku!but its ok theres still a long way to go,so still can chillax(: oh n iam catching the movie with e star itself!!wee!SyazHudgens herself =p

Thirdly bby its ok if e day before your birdday you have a show to do.cos in the end we will still celeb it!hence i sure do want your 18 birdday to be worth remembering!SO!do look forward to it aites!2 more months to go..weee..

Its about Time

2009-08-23T02:47:00.004+08:00

At times i swear i hate my brother so much but he truly suprise me by how sweet he cud be..
so he sang n wrote a song for his gf,Kak Feedah Bilson for their 5 mnts anni that falls on e 13th.super sweet!
hence i wish them,last long together(:

its e First day of Ramdhan n bby surprise me alot with his attituted.I can't explain it but i seriously didt noe it was coming from him.thnz for inviting me over to house for buke dear,yes my mom was home late n tis pakcik was worried that i buke alone..haha,how sweet right..thats not all.he even gave me words of wisdom eh?iam not sure how i shud put it but its somthing like that la..haha
and yes hopefully dear its not a semangat 5 minit tingy ok.haha

and kak ular texted me saying"nidya if yr following anep tmrw pls bring along your telekong cos we are praying together tomorow".thats somthing new ok.haha..but i cant make it not i wanna cabot ar cos i have plans with my fam..sorry kak ular!

iam looking forward to suntec this weekends,hopefully will get to buke with 201 n bby..
pls use the song that u told me before ok(:
iam not mad cos i noe yr doing it to cheer someone up.and thats u,u always put others first before u(: oh n do tell her to have a speedy recovery n take good care of herself and seriously this is coming from the heart ok!!(:

should i or should i not go to genting??help!!

i have decided not to go but thnz to Kak Filz,iam still reconsidering it..help needed!!

and somehow i have a feeling,that is to cut my hair shorter!!haha

will see about it!

p.s its 4.30am(:

Stupid

2009-08-22T00:56:00.005+08:00

Lunch over at Fish n Co wif bby(:
Hair was way longer back den):

Hot Fudge Brownie with Ice-Cream!
a dessert that makes u drool!

Now this is my look now.
i sure do received alot of SCREAMS from ppl!
starting with"DID NANEP ASK U TO CUT YR HAIR!!??"
heehee,ppl its partly mine ok(:

Friends are someone that you share your problem with,be there for that person and etc.

Friends are also your Family Member cos u spent more of your time with your Friends den your Family.

I Believe that everyone would like to be treated the same way right?Simply does making a friend cry makes you feel your stronger?Dont you even feel upset?dissapointed? to make someone cry?i dont even understand why is there such soul in this world..argh!yes,i have my reason towards my reaction just now.i swear she was asking for it anyway..it was unbearable for me to see you in tat state..i swear if she hurt u again,she bloody hell can fcuk off,cos you so dont need a friend like her..

Today was spent well with bby n 201(:

hence iam really dissapointed in myself for not waking up at 5 to meet bby at 6 for breakfast):

but instead i woke up at 7.30 n spitting the word SHIT so many time until my brother laugh,pantat!!haha and yes bby can still text"tdo nmpk"ni lagi satu pantat!bukan nak kejot!argh!

oh ya,i have an interview tomorow(:

and all the best to Nash for ltr MJ comp!!

Most Prob gonna drp by.hee

btw Happy Fasting People!

my dear,its been too much that we have gone through together,even u notice it,i swear i cudt believe wat i hear coming out frm yr mouth to advice people.i believe in u thats why iam still here for u boy.it was so hard for me to hide my tears looking at you just now dear.we were bestfren before hence i know how it feels.

P.s I LOVE YOU and we are gonna stick by each other like before aites(:

the reaction that u made just now

it reminds me of somthing.

way back.hees(:

past&future

2009-08-20T23:11:00.006+08:00

Past is something that at times no one wish to remember,and i dont wish to elaborate more on it.(:

I went to take a look at Limitededt.com

AND

OMFG!!i seriously wanna faint!!

i want Reebok Pump Omni Lite Shoe badly!!!

bby can u go save money so we can get that shoe uber QUICK!

i deadly want that shoe.

its LOVE at first sight seh..haha

it goes the same way to u too right bby..haha

oh and yes,i have a very early morning date at 6 with bbyboy..

i also get cheated seh by him..geram je!

P.s -Its been long since we had a Breakfast Date(:

I love you.

Thanz(:

2009-08-20T18:48:00.002+08:00

Iam Giving my Thanz to Kak Feedah Bilson for doing my blog.
wee..
much love beb!xoxo!
will post a long ltr at nite.
and bby pls eh,today is gonna be the last time u
go soccer or where ever without any cash in hand.
den complain to me lpr lpr!gatal kn den say i nvr syg u.
pandai pandai only!
=p

dont bother

2009-08-19T23:47:00.005+08:00

it seems that i just cant help it with this numbness feeling in me.eventhough i let some out to Syaz but its seems its still in me..simply i just dont even bother to ask myself why iam having this sucky feeling.i dont even bother to let it out.i dont even bother to show it.but as i was on my way back with bby frm Nash schl.it struck me.question popping.hence i dont even bother to react.i noe i did give u a sucky face but hey iam truly sorry but tats just me.iam simply tired of the talking but no action.i do feel like cying but wats new..dont bother ok.
stupid vomit sickness is back,iritating!!

P.s - dear Zat be strg aites!i noe how u feel lately and tkmo la emo ok =p
P.s -mummy cheated my feeling,she say at home got food,end up tkder!-..-
now iam damn hungry,so wish i cud go mac right now!argh!

come JOIN in the fun(:

2009-08-18T03:00:00.003+08:00

so a few of my gfs has the urge to cut their hair short like mine!muahaha..come ppl join me if u girls dont mine looking like a 15 yr old girl(: BUT let me remind u hor,dont cry ok after u girl chop your hair and its NOT my fault ok..Anna nk gunting rmbt kn..cemburu kn..hahaha.go cut beb!!iam waiting..haha..oh ya Yunni u also k beb!haha
i made DIY rings n earings today..wif mummy..hence iam thinking of giving love ones as a gift(:
but not sure what design for them but for sure their fav colours(:
for now the feeling of scared is in me..due to sudd chg in surrounding..but iam ok i guess,just gotta b alert....lately my music mood always seem to want to listen to Musiq Soulchild song,well his song,the words are meningfull.Syaz,we are in the zone beb(: pray hard k beb if u want him to sing at your wedding!!haha

P.s -LOVE so many people use your name - Musiq Soulchild

still awake at 3.30am

2009-08-17T03:29:00.002+08:00

iam now sending Syaz song by Musiq Soulchild..oh yes!she gonna drool over the songs..haha..well i can say she has fell in love with Taalib Johson.right Syaz?

randomly by brother was awake by seeing pocong!wtf!i kinda laugh at first cos like suddenly.den he say"kau ketawe,do u noe tat "he" was right infront of u!"wtf..haha..i dont wish to elaborate more on it!!!argh..dont haunt me ok hantu..3 more days and off u go!!muahahah..e smell of Ramadhan is here!!so is YUMMY food!!!wee!!but sadly i didt get e chance to pay back): so sad!

weekends are LOVED!

2009-08-16T20:33:00.003+08:00

saturday was well spent with other half,i head down over to Bugis to catch Bandslam Competition to show some love to Syaz n Fyr Band..They sang LUCKY!!woowoo!so call dedicated to anep and me..haha.after that kak filza Ain Irah n me rush down to Suntec to catch grp performance..but for me i felt so guilty n so bad cos i didt get a chance to see BB dance): but i only did through Kak Ash camera..SORRY dear!my bad...

over at Suntec people were screaming at me cos i cut my hair...sorry la..i was just feeling it n anep gave me full support.haha..oh and i believe taking photo do change things around you..but i dont expect much though.after suntec we went over to YP to catch SFB shooting/filming it was suppose to end at 10 but as always late...and thnz dear for sending me home right to my door step.and u OWE me big time lor..now SFB all know my so not cool secret!how cud u,more like how cud Ain tell Kak Ular n she tell everyone!argh..suke eh korang kacau..its tiring ok..

wee tommorow is a must to find my naval stud..oh gosh..i have alot of thing in mind to buy!!only bby knows what i want..wanting to go ice skating.but i guess it wont happen that soon..but its ok though..theres always other days.right??

Feeling New

2009-08-14T03:36:00.002+08:00

Lets just say Thanz to the hair cut i feel like trying new things.But not quite sure what..haha.but iam feeling to change my way for dressing.wee.i donnoe y guess i just wanna try somthing new thats alll..anyways sat has been plan(: meeting kak filzy n den heading to bugis Bandslam to watch Syaz n den down to Suntec!oh gosh i so cannot wait!Oh Aizat do check out for that girl ok!hahaha..and Muhd Hanif i noe u love my hair,but pls dont buy for me a cap cos u noe i have right!argh save yr money for Reebok shoe ok(: i love u.

P.s - i want that Reebok Shoe):

lazy

2009-08-13T12:57:00.003+08:00

iam just super lazy to blog this days!argh..ok iam trying to keep it short as possible.
so i had a great on tuesday with bby over at west coast plaza Fish&Co!it was yummy but i still want to the hot fudge brownie again!its calling me!!den yesterday met Kak Ain over at bby plc to play guitar hero,oh and Abg Phiz gt his new hair cut!so cute..wee..and yes more guitar hero with bby n kak ain..den rush down to marina square,i cant seems to have anything in mind but iam eyeing on tat purple top!i hate u muhd Hanif!=p so kak ain bought a yellow top at topshop while i bought a purple shoe!haha.donnt ask me y,we was also his fault!but we had a uber time trying the shoes,beware at times i think my boyfriend is GAY!hahaha dn head down to Suntec,bby apply part time at Nike!sebok aje!!while kak ain bought vans shoe!weewee.Fcuking reebok Pump shoe!!iam so gonna get u!!and yes bby wanna get it in purple while i want it in yellow!hopefully its still have by end of this month!pls!

Oh ya,i cut my hair short!super short!its bob..haha
weeweee.was feeling it so ya,i wanted to cry,and pantat bby step my hair):
ppl stop asking y i cut my hair!haha
ok da,bye!
oh ya!
PHILIPINES!here i come tis nov or dec((:

a night full of excitement!

2009-08-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

Saturday was e Best!i love it so much that iam gonna always remember the time i spend wif my other half(:

Started off with a alot of moving on choosing a nice spot to sit den a nice yummy Nasi Lemak cook by nenek(:den more chilling session n photo taking classes..haha and yes head down to coffe bean and Trisya and Iffah had to do their homework while Nana,Syaz,Tata,Nanep,Fyz,Ibu,Iffah mom and me were having fun chatting,more choco drink and cake and doing silly cover!iam so waiting for Banslam Competition!!Syaz u go girl!!and yes i had to b Tata bby sister,she was over me,so cute!i want to rompak her!cn Syaz??haha oh ya we waited for Kak Ash,Kak Filzy n Ame like omg so long!Kak Ash chocolate banana muffin are awesome!!den we had this memory game that Syam thought us to play!its super fun and shit!cos people who forget will say motherfucker..haha.with their own tone..den we had a very super long bicycle nite right till bedok jetty!woots!Syaz atlast complete her mission!haha..Syaz kental!den head home..

Sunday was awken by Bby texting and calling asking to bring Guitar Heroes over to his plc.so i had to pack and deliver it to his place and even buy food n drink!see how nice i am???reach there tried calling him and his house ph..semua nvr answer.called abg phiz and he was having fun disturbing me!!ask me buy minyak la,tertdo la..dtg pukul 8 la..so mean!!Kak Ash see what he did to me!den e best part i reach there,all laugh and still abuwan can say iam a delivery guy): thnz abuwan and disturb me by using nanep ph to call me!!argh!!Abg mud says that rase la kau ape yg kak ular kau rase..wah piang!ppl u shud see how the 4 of them play!bby was on e drum,abuwan guitar,abg phiz n abg mud singing!haha.i swear this people are crazy!

hence i just LOVE my other half(:

Thanz to Muhd Hanif(:

i love u dear(:

p.s -Fan Boys u owe me BIG TIME!!muahaha

BirthDay Celebrration for Mama

2009-08-09T01:11:00.002+08:00

saturday started off with jemputan,met gfs..weee!!*jumping*i miss them like alot!its been donoe how long i last saw them and most of them are getting married next year..so early!went will be mine??haha..after that rush to bby hs bought him Mac,kate dont feel like eating!haha.but he ate e whole meal alone -.- it was super HOT that i cukai bby clothes and i forget to take his baju kurung again!mangkok nye aku!argh..den to geylang for awhile den met bby at rc and off we go to Cik Ros.and my dear muhd hanif didt told me that nenek all gonna b there*shy shy*haha

so they gave Mama a Suprise Birthday Celebration!!!hence i stay over for awhile and now iam back home thinking of wat to bring to ECP tommorow with YPians!!sweet!!huhu..i cannot wait to try Kak Ash CHOCOLATE MUFFINS!!!and Ibu is picking anep n me tmrw morg!thnz Ibu!!!

and bby pls take good care of cut,since u said it was deep one and dont b angry of what had hppn ok.alfie is just a kid ok syg(:

iam off to sleep,i need to wake up super early(:

All at one(:

2009-08-08T02:39:00.003+08:00

Thursday
was simply AMAZING!time was spend Beautifully with my erm so not Kental Kak Ash and my Botak Nanep..
met up with Kak Ash over at Joo Chiat Complex.she was late due to "i cannot find my belt"haha.
had a few rounds up n down to find the right material,design,tailor shops...2 hrs were spend over there but in then end everyone was happy tired and hungry!Bought for Abg Phiz baju kurung while Kak Ash has ro wait for hers to be ready bby 2 weeks before raye!so eggcited!plus i did "try" to find purple baju kurung.but its so not me..haha..bby can we have a lighter shade of purple cos "iam gonna look old in darker colour"haha,tats was what kak ash reason to abg phiz to get to wear baby blue..but will try my very best to find the nicest purple!!hopefully have,pls help me ppl!!after all that running aroung we head down to Kak Ash crib to chg clothes n bought otak otak!!(:den to abg phiz class over at lakeside den we MET!!!AYU!!ayu is making kak ash look pathetic..haha..okok.Ayu is abag phiz new bike its a vespa and it even has a basket!so cute!!Bby wanna get a vespa so is abuwan so i guess not long people of the nation will see 1 ORANGE BLUE & PURPLE vespa -.- mampos dunia corrupy dgn SFB colours!!haha

Friday
over at school i had Kite flying competition which my class IPP WON 1st in e higest flying kite,2nd in the largest kite n e other one i dont noe..haha..but we had a damn gd time!!oh ya,guyfrens n i was kind of breaking e schl rule today!all of us wore our adidas kicks,so u can see all e diff colours..which we are only allow to wear 90% black -.- pfft! so as we in e canteen our DM gave a glance n smile.hees..sweet..nasib nasib*phew* den head home n chg n rush down to bby schl to watch him perform.and he was so action la cos his schl everything bigger den mine!ACTION =P den back to his house,abah was simply enjoying watching DVD,so cute lor,me?i sleep laugh den sleep.heehee while bby was trying hard to distract me by asking me watch stupid videos like Jackass and MadTv..but watever..its super disgusting!bby is out wif Adib
and now iam at home with a pain in head.stupid period make me so weak tat i hit my head on the sink!!dont b shock tis has hppn before!argh!and due to this Muhammad Hanif dont let me go 7 /11 to get a drink,its only across e streets):
now iam bored..

Saturday
JEMPUTAN-.- i feel so mak mak!my gf brother wedding,wee but iam eggcited to meet them!its been ages since i meet them!!bby is off to Toa Payoh.

Sunday
no plans,either help to carry stuff to Cik Ros new house over at Jurong or Picnic at ECP wif YPians...hmm.or is there any other choice?will just wait.

Monday
just wait and see(:

Syaz This is espeacially for u!so u know whats my plan ok?
jadi kamu ngak perlu susah ya msh gua(:
i noe u noe =p

Apreciate

2009-08-06T00:39:00.004+08:00

time passes by just like that without knowing.just like life.4 months left till e new beggining of a new chapter towards life.i believe that every humans should apreciate their loved ones to the fullest cos they may not know what gonna happen in times to come.but all i gotta ask is for some guidence from above.hopefully every steps i take will be the right one.but i noe its not gonna be that easy.looking at people around me,i feel bless and happy to have them in my life.each n everyone of them shows me somthing.at the same time they also teach me stuff that i dont even know.i wonder at times would i survive without them?that's the question!BUT i think i won't.

at every point of time u will need them.it may b just a tap on the back but a tap on the back can show alot.it can simply means ar u ok?or even telling the person iam here if u need help.at times thanz to this kind soul iam laughing my ass all day long but inside me have this numbness feeling.iam not sure why.but i know i dont like this feeling,it makes me feel worried and my mind start going wild..

on the other hand,i had a great time chatting with Ros Syazlin.we are both in the same zone.both having the numbness feeling,so it was way easier for us to share it out.it truly seems that we both just need listening ears,so i spare mine and she did hers too.but i guess she needs mine more..oh darling,u need not bother bout peopl at times like this.stop watever your doing and take a moment to think if its worth it to do that?cos u noe your not being yourself my dear.stop and dont waste time just like that.every second means alot my dear,hence it does takes time for people to understand u.and u need to be more patience and even cry it all out even if u have too.u have been holding your tears back for too long.thats y u always wanted to cry but donoe y u cant..cry it all out it will make u feel better.and remember iam here for u okand pls dont let it affect u,i love u too much ok(:

for me life has been abit shaky not wif relationship,we are both doing great.but school has been an ass,i cant seem to care bout school.iam not sure why.pls allah help me to get my teo feet back up again,cos u noe iam not like this before.iam planning to quit netball.my all time life partner.never ever did i wish this too happen but it all seems to be a waste right now.iam just trying to please people around me,but am i pleasing myself.wat am i without netball?what interest do i have now?simply nothing..haiz..its choices that i have to make.but i think its also one of the best(: iam doing it for the person i love,my mum.

so goodbye Netball and hello ___________???

but still with this numbness feeling iam still looking forward for tommorow(:

weee a hunt for baju kurung wif Kak Ash Syam Bby N donoe who else

haha..gosh this should be eggciting!i really do need a cheer up!i donoe y but after talkng to Syaz.iam feeling abit down but it NOT your fault k beb!seriously!

p.s - Numdness feeling pls go away.i dont like that feeling.pls go,i beg u):

or should i be left alone?but i hate that feeling.pls help send me some guidience from above(:

two feelings

2009-08-04T20:22:00.003+08:00

iam at Singapore Sport School.
i pity Kak Ular & Bby.
they were really patience with those kids.
these kids are from Hong Kong.
some of them were having their own time playing
while a few were really trying their Best to concentrate.
But each of them were really having fun..
but not of the two instructor.
haha.pity them..
sleepy,tired,sick,hungry,thirsty.
gosh u can name it all.seriously!

on the other hand
i was awaken my bby call
and alot of Kak Ash text..hees.
she super sweet and she calls me Babygirl...
very random and weird but i like..
haha.
so she is planning to go look see look see
Baju Kurung this thurs..
weeee...its gonna be uber fun!!
plus i have a new colour for me to wear!
purple-_-
haha..
so not nidya..but wat to do
Abg Phiz has put Kak Ash in charge.
so y not help her out right??
wee cnt wait!!
oh n i wanna go Genting!!!
mama ask me about it though..
Kak Ash says its a Family Outing..
haha..not so sure eh Kak!
haha..
oh and Kak Ash your not kental la ok!!(:

P.s - Happy 48th Birthday Mama!!!
Hope you like the bag that we bought(:

oh and the photo is the bag that we bought for Mama

BUT

of cos in PURPLE!!

Because of he..

2009-08-02T14:36:00.004+08:00

He above who always make me look forward at every First date of the Month.

He above shows me that in life its does not always Goes the way we Plan.

He above always keep my Head Up even when things does't goes Right.

He above always remind Me who i am,and Never to Crack Easily.

He above who i Gave my Respect as a Girlfriend & Bestfriend.

He above always make Me feels Safe & Secure cos knowing his always there.

He above teach me alot of things that i never knew.

Because of who He is,

He make me Fell in Love with Him..

P.s-Our anniversary will always be spend with Family & Friends.

I wonder why..hmm..

may b thnz to them that we are together??

Much Love,

Nidya Nadhira

stupid!

2009-07-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

hate it when my nose starts to bleed!!

argh!!

sumpah iritating!!

and

I had a great tyme wif Kakak

just now..

weee love u(:

mission was fail

2009-07-29T10:23:00.003+08:00

as i was on my way to netball.
feeling started to change..
it make my way of direaction kinda change.
due to cuz coming over..argh..
so after that i head down to milennia walk
to meet"heidi"
haha.ok my gfs had to chg their name at work.
due to lame reason.
reason-people cnt pronouce their name
so their boss ask them to chg..
haha..so nonsense..
painted my nails over there cos they were bored and
had nothing to do..
so pity them and paid $22 bucks to have it done.
Anep said it was expensive.
but to me not really la cos i had fun!
imagine 3 people to entertain u.
helping to choose the colours for u.
in e end my nails are now hmm...
kinda hot pink la gitu...haha..
thnz to them..
they were fighting among themself just of e colours.
i had my fun of just laughing..hees!
Bbby came by.
i was like feeling feeling nk alone ar.
den this botak boy kept asking and wanting to noe..
so after my nails were done
we head down to marina square to
window shop and at the same time to hunt
for mama birdday present..
marina square for sure was not a place for her..
in the end we had a very torture moment for us..
theres so many things we wanted to buy.
from bags,jacket,shoes..
simply aniting..haha
in e end i bought shades
thnz to tis botak itchy finger!!
and his full of psycho words!
i enden buying them.but it was worth the price(:
walk to Raffles City Link
had a good laugh at Robinson.
tat head back home..
but it doest stp.
in e train Syaz texted..
another laugh..
like Kak Ular says..
Let it be(:

P.S-y do u come to schl when you have nothing to do but to sleep only??
puas hati tidur dekat rumah..lagi mulia(:

and mission was fail due to muhd hanif..org bru nk feeling feeling alone..haha.but thnz for meeting me(:

i love my Botak Boy!!

2009-07-28T00:39:00.003+08:00

feeling a lil better.

met Syaz and Kau ular today.

we had a chilling session at Starbucks.Wisma..

it was a uber nice feeling until i saw this

fcuking nice shoe at Steven Madden!!

but pantat no size for me n Kak Ular!

Syaz go buy!!since its your size!

oh n Bby shock me by cutting his hair botak!

*melts melts*

like his the first guy ever i like having

a botak hair..

tats was a suprise reaction for me ar..

we both had a great dinner at Mac.

had great fun stuffing fries in each other mouth.

but dear!

tat was disgusting ar letting me eat tat

fries tat u press cos i like e non crispy ones

but still u dont need to do tat ok!!

argh!!gigit baru tau!!

oh n thnz for e jacket.

u ar!very random!

ckp panas,den wen i was about

to board the bus u throw at me

even e bus driver laugh at me..

malu ok!

it was sweet though,thnz again!

P.s - iam always here,remember that k(:

HANDS OFF!!

2009-07-27T11:51:00.003+08:00

i give my thnz to Syaz.

girl u really make my day

by showing tat clip..

i noe its hard for u to share

but

thnz for sharing it with me..

huhu.

and yes i have to agree wif u beb

on e wound tingy..

i have a wound can u hell me Mr??

hahaha..wif tat lil touch of yours..

HAHA

like Syaz says "HANDS OFF MY MEN,WOMAN!"

HAHA

Syaz,relax k!i have My own MR!

haha..

and beb we will migrate to Florida!!

one fine day..

and

confirm it will swept us from our feet

tats for sure!

see u ltr k beb!

For sure its gonna b fun!

Kak ular KENTAL eh!!

Pergi Shopping tk ajak!!

Confused

2009-07-26T01:13:00.003+08:00

i feel as if iam in e middle.

middle of wat,i aint sure.

cos each side will tell me diff things.

things at time i dont wish to answer.

i dont even understand myself.

seriously.

iam confused.

wat shud i do?

and

wat shud i not do?

people been telling me this and that

but i want the answer from myself.

its not that i dont like,

i dont mind but i want myself

to tell me what i shud do.

my mind keeps running

as if iam chasing for somthing

but what is it?

it gets worse each tyme

when i feel lost.

but why do i feel this way.

but for what i noe

iam gonna cry soon.

iam crying not because iam

weak or asking for sympathy

that so not me.

i cry cos iam mad at myself!

not knowing what to do.

and i cry cos i have my own reason

and

i cry cos i dont want to keep it inside my head.

cos its too much already..

P.S-trying so hard to hold back my tears.But y??

flash back

2009-07-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

its satrday and iam awake pretty early due to certain reason.

since iam awake,y not i post early since i had somthing in mind.

well i did some falsh back on this week..

i had this question in my mind,

"why is it so easy for people to lie but so hard to tell the truth?"

iam not mad at any things.

But hey just take a moment an think.

do i even deserve this?

do u apreciate for wat i had done?

do u even think about me at all?

do u even noe i exist?

do u even noe y iam still here?

do u even noe why iam still standing even though what i had gone through?

the question is DO YOU EVEN CARE?

those are just random question that i had in my mind lately.

i even wonder if iam strong enough to handle all this.

but wif people ard me tat makes me laugh,

those are the people that make me strong.

i give my thnz to them.

it can b anyone..

inside me wants me to pour out everything and cry.

But to WHO?

thats the question.

i noe it can b anyone,but WHO is the right person?

i noe Kak Ular and Kak Ash are one of them they

always say to me tat iam here if u need someone to talk too.

Kak Ular have help me alot,too much.it may b just words

but each words always makes me feel bless to have her.

and i give my thnz to Bby cos his the one that so called bring me to meet

Kak ular..

u dont noe how worried i was.

wanting to noe if cud acpt me or not.

even your brothers dear.

but lucky for me,u not only give me Kak ular but your family.

and i really do apreciate them for accepting me.

i nearly cry wen kak ular text me and says"my sister"

it may b just 2 words but it bring alot of meaning to it to me.

thnz again.

but all this that has happen,is it just a test for me?

i also wonder why does people have to comment about you when they dont even know u?

just like Kak ular says..Why??

cos u may did somthing wrong to them?

but i dont think so.

but if u did,u dont need to tell the whole world about it right?

it should be between u and that person right?

these are all just random question that i always have in mind.

but why does my heart ask me to cry.somthing is at miss here.

i did cry,just few days ago so why should i cry again right??

if crying wast tired or hurt,

i would have cry my way out the whole life.

i will only have this kind of feelings when somthing is about to happen.

so whats tat something?i wonder...

pls let it be good or bad,i hope i can handle it.

p.s - mi,iam not gonna be there for u 247 and i noe u noe it,so get your head up high and take a moment to breath those fresh air.cos wen u do,u will stop and think.and iam sure u noe what to do..for now i can be yr listening ears but iam not sure how long..my advice is yours to take but its u who make the decision!Stay very Strong even at e hardest time bro(: watever it is i give u my deepest support cos u noe u been there for me(:

p.s - why do i have to go through all this??

Wishes

2009-07-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Lately ppl ard me are getting sick.
Kak Feedah Bilson,Get Well ASAP!!
Dont you miss your babygirl??haha
So stop making yr swiny sound and get back up!
cos yr missing stuff tat hppn in e house.
u noe those non stop laughter!
Bby,u too!Get Back up ASAP!!
iam missing yr laughter,wacky face,yr everything!
so rest well okok n have a good sleep even
if u sleep like a swine its ok.
as long yr getting better,k bby!

and gosh las esp of Prison Break
make me cry..
haha..weird.but i find tat Scofield did everyting
is because he simply truly Love every one of them..
2 Thumbs up to tat show!!
and now its timr for me to sleep(:
nites ppl!

thanz for the entertainment(:

2009-07-23T00:14:00.004+08:00

Lets just say that i loved my brother when he strummed the guitar and sing at night. Its like gosh!
How nice of him..i apreciate it alot!
it feels good to have yr own Dj in e house!!haha
i can even request songs.
so den he will start singing for me.
opps dont b jealous Kak Feedah
muahaha!!
so earlier on Syaz and me had this convo
on y is it hard for guys to open up
in the end we know why
and we find it funny.
i love this,love this random chat tat syaz n me have.
it can b fromnothing to anything and we will drag it until we find somthing new to talk
it may sound boring,but its not!

seriously!
for what i noe,i had a fun time chating with Syaz i always look foward to chatting cos
we both noe somthing new gonna hppn..
Right Syazhudgen??
haha..
oh ya i find that helping other out is easier den helping myself..
but watever it is iam happy to help others!
and bby,u do know that iam waiting for u to open up tat tiny winy degil heart of yrs.
even if it hurts,its ok.iam willing to hear u out!

But are you willing to share?

tats e ques..but i noe yr reason.

i respect u though(:

P.S-iam still your bestfriend inside(:

fcuk it

2009-07-21T15:29:00.001+08:00

Lets keep it short.

Iam Sick and Tired!

P.s- How i wish i can rinse my Throat!

Its a MUST!

2009-07-19T04:38:00.003+08:00

Morning Earthlings!!

Iam back frm watching Harry Potter at JP.

It was a suprise movie frm my mum.

It was so random!

My sis and i was like 2 mangkok

cos we didt noe abt it!

argh!

plus sorry dear u were not there..

i accompany u go watch it k!

or ice age?or watever movie tat

has CHANNING TATUM in it!!

i hav a tiny winy ting for hym..

so syaz no worries u can take yr Jacob away frm me.

his not NEEDED!!

muahahaha!!

SPEAKING OF IT!

EVERYBODY shud watch Harry Potter!

its a great show..

iam at home and iam not yet to go to bed!

tats about it..and Dear i so need my ez-link back ok by ltr!

or not yr DEAD! =p

current mood - i love this silent moment(:

woots woots

2009-07-18T01:20:00.004+08:00

ohohohoh it may too late already la..
but thnz for e necklace above bby!
it was given during TBG
for our 4 months anni.
but indeed thnz to my forgetfulness..
sorry again..
hees.
this few days i hav been sewing my baju kurung..
haha..so early sia..anyways.
bby was enjoying the laughter
while i was having a bit of difficulties at e strt.
haha..but i manage ok in the end(:
woots to me!!
current situation,
IAM HUNGRY!

P.S- Syaz sorry i rompak gmbr(: hahaha
plus what am i suppose to do for 7 weeks of not schooling??

wakey wakey bby

2009-07-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

late to school its nothing new

but

bby walking to the train and sending me till J.E

was new(:

he waited for adib to lpk till

he falls aslp i guess..hees.

oh n syaz!

dont la wash eye alone beb!

hahaha...

u noe i noe(:

looking forward to

a date after schl

sound nice right?

wee wee wee

Other Half(:

2009-07-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

lately i have been so tired.

my eyes just wanna go zzzzzz

haha,yesyes due to not enough sleep.

so ystd i end schl at 4 plus.

head down to BB to meet dear.

den heaad down to meet our dearest Liesha.

she all grown up i must say,i still do remember.

Liesha-"Hanif Liesha Boyfriend"!LOL

she will always be so manje with hym..

i wonder y..haha

so after tat we head down bk to bby plc.

He help me with my Website Assignment.

but He have Failed to help me with drawing

cos we were both busy WebCam with SyazHudgen!

it was uber fun la,i bet syaz must have laugh

her ass of all e way.

we were even kind enuf to let her hear songs while

we had dinner(:

Abah cooking was so damn Nice and HOT!!

Bby trick me!

Letting me eat 1 whole cili padi!

argh!

thnz eh n he left me wif mama n abuwan

akward moment,even though i always talk to abuwan

but still!

it feels weird and funny and thnz.

haha.

He even said i was lucky(:

thnz again,i do apreciate it!

ohoh n ya bby gt a no. frm some girl while msn!

haha..kaww!

but we did hav FUN!

we both head down n fetch my sis at town..head back home

at 1am!!

but its was uber fun.

Dear n i did some talking.

hees.

pls,y do u noe so much abt me??

every move.every reaction.

i noe i was yr Bestfriend.

n now

iam happy to be yr Girlfriend(:

P.S- i envy u cos u gt a week off frm schl!!thnz to yr sick classmates!!-.-

iam loving it....

2009-07-12T21:23:00.003+08:00

basically i just love this picture alot!

i donnoe y

may b bcos Abuwan sudd join us.

haha.

oh ya,i bought kain for baju kurung.

its like so fast la,cos my mum sewing it so wtd.

and iam guessing i have an Outing wif bby cousin,

Ain to catch a movie together.

its kinda shocking,haha

but iam sure its gonna b uber fun!!

so its gonna e first tyme iam going wif his cuz.

abit scared but iam prepare i guess.. :s

gonna run along to sleep now.

morning ppl its monday already!

PFFT!!!

Thankful? or Missing out?

2009-07-10T02:40:00.003+08:00

I have this conversation in my mind
since way back.
but i always thought it was just
those things that will go but not come back.
but i was wrong,so ya it did came back.
always i shud say.especially when i look at my surroundings.
i often think tat hey i shud be glad tat i didt spend much time with hym.
but at times i wonder,whats the feeling to have hym in my life.
hym,may b just any guy,hym,may b just any prsn in this world.
but hym the one should be there for me all this while.
where is hym?
hearing stories from people make me ask myself.
if he can b there for others who he may not know.
why cant he be there for me?
but trying to find or feel he in my life.
iam scared i may not know how to react.
for who he is,i wish he could atleast be a man
and came up to my face and tell me he love me.
atleast i know what it feels like.
i have been keeping this too myself but i guess i just let u
its way easier so tat i wont feel it coming.
but at the same time hearing story from people.
i felt glad that he was away from me.
far from what i wanted.
far from all those things behind hym.
or should i be proud for who he is in the other world?
i envy them cos they get to noe u more den me.
i bet u remember their name..every each and one of them.
but do u remember mine?forget it,how i wish..
i dont even know wat to call u.
but what i noe,i give u my thnz for bringing me to this world.
whre i noe way better people who treat me better den u.
i wonder where are u now?
do u even noe me if i was right infront yr eyes?
i bet not.
the question is,will u be even there when iam getting married?
it may b in years to come.but.
i bet no!
so i still have this feeling of telling you
right in your face,tat u shud b
ashamed of yrself cos u just
miss the fun i had with my Big Family.
ashamed not knowimg how i grow up to be.
he who even ashamed cos u dont even noe tat yr daughter
might b even get married without u knowing it.
pfft!
i still am lost on what the
meaning of
daddy love?
cos i never had a tiny winy taste of it before.
thnz again for he who bring me to this world
and i give my respect to u for that ONLY!
morning people,4.21am i should run along to sleep(:
Nidya.N

2009-07-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

This guy above.

My brother,Muhd Haiqal

Kak Feedah Bilson other half

Just wanna wish all e best for tommorow,

His having an interview at Cantonment.

His all prepare i should say!

All dress up nicely(:

Good luck abg,i wish u the best!

much love,

Nidya Nadhira

sick and tired

2009-07-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

I have Flu

and

Stomach Flu.

its so crap.

been feeling tired

but i frecking sleep e whole day.

iam so a total scumbag!!

haha

so dear had e same feeling

and syaz say

"kate bfgf mesti la satu hati"

haha.so malay eh syaz!

haha

oh syaz kept on saying tat

my siblings n me look like a triplet!

tats so not true,ok syaz

both of them are like so tall

and me..

dont even strt..

haha.

i have tis feeling tat iam missing somthing.

mayb bcos of the ramdom talk i had on sunday.

but watever it is iam HAPPY

with what i have now(:

thnz again.

very messy post

2009-07-05T23:34:00.006+08:00

he says"feeling feeling tribute la"

Kak Feedah Bilson,thanz for layaning yr babygirl nonsense!
we rock beb!more den abg(:
xoxo to u! They say its their good side..haha

TBG!!
lil TrisyaCullen
nvr fails to make me laugh my ass off!
shes damn pretty n cute!
and tats a FACT!

here lies two Twillight no.1 Fan
i shud say!!haha
its fact!
SyazHudgens and lil ErliyanSwallen
and we say FAT is beauty.haha
interesting bunch of sister.
diff in every way
but same
in a way.
tat is to Dance..
it calls PASSION
i shud say..
u gurls are woah,
i give my respect to u beb or shud i say Ling??
haha =p
Act i didt ask for this pic la
BUT since Kak Ula send to me
i will just post it.
SFB
gt nothing much to say cos i donoe
whre to strt..
haha.
just stick to yr true clours..
haha..ok lame-__-
ok iam like really bored!haha
Kak Ula,been spending my time
with her lately.
to think back at times
i find things tat are common in us!
haha.
esp those kental n merepek stuff!!
haha
iam starting to miss hanging out wif
her and laughing our ass off
everywhere we go.

Muhd Hanif
where shud i start?
The days that we spent going
for shoe more shoe bag food
i had my days with u
bad or good
and iam happy tat
we cn go through it
even though
i crack at those simple things lately
u were there to wipe those tears away
i dont even noe wats wrg with me this few days
but iam thankful tat u were they to
entertain my crap till late morning.
thnz again.
iam still abit lost not myself i can say
but not gonna think much abt it
iam gonna take yr advice.
and i will try to b strg k dear.
7 yrs pls come sooner(:
haha
love you
Nidya.N

i guess it does't stop here does it??

2009-07-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Finally we had our

Transformer date!!!

The show itself was AWESOME!!

Its a MUST to watch it!!

oh n e surprises its not stoping i must say..

i dont have to wait for 5 mnth i guess dear.

Thanz ALOT!!

i cnt express it out but i

apreciate alot for my new shoe!

bestnye keluar je ade kasut bru!haha

gosh u really suprise ME!

if there were a nice shoe and i spot

one iam so not gonna tell u la!

i feel so bad la..

even though i get u a shoe ystd but

still no need la..u ar..gigit baru tau!!

but i uber LOVE it!

thnz dear..thnz for everything(:

i cnt wait to wear it!!

to...hmmm.

haha..

Syaz stop making me feel bad lor.

haha..abt e class..

hmm..u ppl ar..

better not b fishy!!

but iam excited lor!to meet u gurls!

oh n dear is asking me hear Tamia Song's.

ok i just did n its nice very meningful(:

Dear

i feel so bless having u right by myside.

thanz and i love you

i cant get enough of you =p

Nidya.N

Thanz For Everday

2009-07-02T00:54:00.002+08:00

Lets start off with TBG!

it was awesome shit!

i had uber fun wif Kak Ula!

to n fro ok ppl,non stop laughing even during the

concert itself!

we had so much common ting!

haha..

to brush it off we had supper at simpang bedok.

another awesome tyme wif Danish.

His so Funny.."tepok dada tanye mane air jatuh"haha

he was like counting riggit to sg money.

haha..wish i cud meet hym again..

dear slept over at my plc..

wif full confident he said he wont slp!

BUT he was lying on e bed tk sampai 5 min he doze off!

THNZ DEAR!

argh..

So we celebrated our 4mth buying Vans shoes n Lots n Lotsa eating!!hees

met old friends at RC

den head down to town

where we were wen shoe hunting!

actually it was for me la..

but in e END someone saw his shoe first!

hiyakdus..

it was not plan for hym to get it la.but

he was goi gaga over it tat i get it for hym(:

wat can i say,PURPLE!!

so we had a heavy lunch at Lucky Plaza.

den to Far east for Dessert,imagine tat..

right after it,gosh i donoe wat hpn to hym..

he was extra uber nice n sweet..haha

the dessert names is damn interesting!

he had Hot Chick and I had Breakfast in Bed!

sounds yummy right!hence it is Yummy!!

den Back to more shoe hunting!

i had my shoe so last limit!!

thnz to e ppl!

iam like somebody ar..

they were effing nice

they really did help me find my shoe!

thnz to those people who work at Leftfoot!!

Dear:

i love u,just 3 simple words which means so much dear.thnz for all those kisses on the forehead u make me feel secure u make me feel n know whats the meaning of being love by someone,thnz for teaching me all the stuff.thnz dear i really apreciate it.its been 4 mnths n iam happy with it.like u say still counting.thnz for e song,gosh u make me cry though.i didt expect it frm u.thnz for all those simple things u did.iam proud of u,e new u,e hanif tat i noe 4yrs ago.the past it means nothing to me anymore cos i noe u hav chg.today,e tyme i spent with u.is unimagineable.i may not find e right words to write here,but i noe u noe it..and hopefully we can take it to the next level dear.with alot of praying n patience.insyaallah.amin.

gotta go,gonna continue chatting wif my Bestfriend turn Boyfriend(:

Nidya.N

Tick Tick Tick

2009-06-28T01:27:00.003+08:00

oh yes oh yes!!
TBG is finally here!!
iam more excited on meeting e gurls and mens?haha
Rather the Show..haha
So its like my First Tyme going la..
But like Kak Ula says "KAWWW KENTAL!"
haha..ape ape la kak ula!asl bahagia ok??haha...
So i went out to meet Kak Ular at J.E mrt.
We head down to J.E inter JUST!!
to chg syg ezlink crd.
bloody hell i just chg it last week.
da rosak.LAGI!
argh..paranoid..
Kak ular n Me says its bcos of the picture tats y its corrupted!
haha..But dear said its because his too Handsome -______-
asl anda bahagia k?haha
we den head down to Lucky Plaza to eat Ayam penyet n Lele Penyet
i had Avocado Juice while Kak Ular had MINERAL WATER..
kaww KEBTAL SEH!haha
she said Avocado Juice is like a fear factor challenge..
ape saje!its uber nice ok!!
iam so gonna make u try one day!!
we den head to far east to window shop
we den bought necklace n earing..haha
since its cheap..haha
Dear i need your HELP!!!
we should bring Kak Ular to Heeren Limited Ed!
she like e shoe tat i like..e old nike shoe..
i was nearly there making her buying it!
BUT damn theres no her size!
n she say me n u are alike..haha
ok since we goy no where to go and its like 9 plus.
we were bored so we head home early.
bought Milk Shake.
Kak ular was so piss off cos she ask for Chocolate
and she got Vanilla..haha
pity her..
we sat for awhile den head our saperate ways..she was worried bout me
staying home alone..
aint tat sweet?
haha..
OH AND PEOPLE!!
Kak ular is damn NICE!!
haha
i told her i wud post bout it cos
all the way wen i meet her till
we wen saperate ways
She was saying"eh my hair nice right?smooth right?better right?"
haha..all sort of question!!
But it was for sure a hell of fun going out with her..
too bad dear u were not there..haha..*opps*
Back home.
Mummy bought for abg the whole set of Guitar Heroes!!
omg!i was shock la..
semua die dpt ):
but i had FUN playing it!!
Dear u no need go arcade to play!!
Come my house!its already like an arcade dear..haha

P.s Looking forward for all those wantings(:

Counting Down

2009-06-26T01:16:00.003+08:00

Counting to TBG(:

Uber excited n iam sure i know how Syaz feels..

haha..I guess its the last shot of calling all HOT Dancers!!

haha..so i kinda miss meeting me other half...

his too busy and with practice and work.

but hey iam all right with that..

cos thats his passion.

and i respect hym for that.

so sunday!!

iam so looking forward!

u owe me a long hug

and

i get to bite u!!haha

nice or wat..

i cannot wait to have a hell of fun wif

kak ular n roses!!

n abg mahadir.hees.

no more ladies nite i shud say..

tommorow,same old netball at kallang

pfft! iritating!

love,Nidya.N

2009-06-22T18:57:00.008+08:00

Atlast i got the picture from Kak Ula!!

My weekends were too awesome to type out..

I cant find any words to describe so lets just let e picture do e talking(:

Its just too amazing too well spend with uninmaginable people

Never would i trade them for anything better(:

Oh n Dear thanks for tat Song that u ask e DJ to play.

I was out of words,trust me.

You nearly make me cry by your tiny winy Surprises.

Gosh i simply Love You(:

Song:Lucky

This is wat sum1 has been busy doing while others were swimming and eating(:

meet Aini e girl who always ask for berkat frm me..haha..

201,just a random nameabg najeeb treat us to ice cream,did he treat or did we invite ourself to it??hahakak ula ask me to post,so dear scold kak ular ok!iam just helping her(:Kak Ula,KENTAL! Kak Ular n Abg Najeebshe said"nidya cpt feeling-feeling"=p

Cheska how i wish u stay longer so i cn get to noe u better..

but overall tat day i spent wif ya n kak ula was e Best Day(:
Tats all for now..

hees,iam off to bed

spongebob rednose

2009-06-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

argh..how cud he right..

haha..anyways,random sia e name..

hence syaz was laughing about it..

thnz syaz!haha

so i had my 2.4 run just now..came to schl at

9.20 end at 9.45

bloody hell waste my tyme come to schl

it took a longer tyme for me to get to schl!!

kanasai!!

so head down to Bbygurl hs.

oh meet Liesha,she was like happy cos shes back from school

gosh she learning Chinese in school.

cool kn..cemburu saye):

anyways i had a quick meet up wif bby..

not quick la,we walk ard n ard just to wait for e rest to reach..

hence abuwan came..

gosh he like brought a lot of food

n its so cute seeing hym eating e ayam pangang..

haha..like bby says abuwan..

smua die mkn ape yg die tk mkn..haha

tk baik seh dear..

but haha..i still cnt forget

e other day,i wanted to smlm abuwan but

instead he was putting his hands on my shouder

n dance..wth!

hah..sungguh tidak perlu seh abuwan!

haha.but his funny la!!

all of them,even abg phiz..haha

ok my nose hurts badly..

haha..so ya..

oh gosh Kak Feedah thnz for posting abg's video..

haha.his voice=melts melts

i want e video cn?pls!

scumbag

2009-06-17T17:13:00.003+08:00

ok so iam a fellow scumbag just like syaz..haha

we are so damn bored.den we including trisya decided

to plan whre to eat b4 goi to TBG!

so its a YES to POPEYE'S

WOOHOO..

and TrisyaCullen.

kakak blanje diri kakak sendiri ok?

haha.nahmind theres always Kak Ular to blanje us..huhu.

now iam like so waitg for Kak Ular to reach home quick so tat she cn

pass me e photos frm Sentosa..

haha..

We Love Cornbeef!! -_-

tats for me n kak ular only..haha

oh n dear is late for work!

wait wats new??haha

so i cnt wait for TBG!!

all e best guys(:

Ladies Night ppl!!!

p.s- i hav been sneezing frm ystd..argh!!

I love u,for who u are(:

2009-06-16T19:20:00.005+08:00

so iam at home the whole day

its not weird it just diff.

i chat wif Ros Syaz e whole day until now.

we had out thought n laughter even trisya came into e picture..

haha..so basically we are CALLING ALL HOT DANCER!!

haha..so tat Syaz can have a BF really soon..

haha

shes in need of a HOT dancer!!

haha..

chatted wif aizat for awhile.

haha..

another laugh ass..

so ya alone at home it aint tat good for me..

to keep away i chatted wif Syaz n we share our thoughts.

so Roses,Kak Ular n Me goi TBG together,,

feeling feling girls night out..hees

so back to the thinking.

is it worth fighting for what i love?YES

ppl told me to just leave it and ignore it..and yes tats wat iam doing..

y shud i think of it too much where else i noe tat his there right by my side.

i love hym n tat aint BULLSHIT!

n sayang it aint wrg for u or me to strt e "trend" or watever u call it.

we really love each other,it aint wrg to love your bestfren.

like u say watever hpn iam still your bestfren.

n dear i really apreciate.i really do..

so now it a new life for us,not tat new we been together as bgr

like 3 months n still counting like u said..

i noe we can do this together.

n dear thanz for knowing me so well but at times pls dont!!

haha..
u noe i get upset at small things.

n yes i feel happy tat u even take it as a big thing..

thnz for tat piggyback ride down the stairs or hill.

mcm phm only..

haha..n sorry i got a big ass.

thnz to u for asking me to eat n eat..

big ass=more smacking frm u n trisya..

haha..

i so cnt wait for sat!!

beach u n me....

plus crazy ass people = UNSTOPABLE FUN!!!!

i love u sayang
its true i aint faking it.

nor its an obs!

just true feelings.

n iam tired of third party..

argh..

n syg u have been bullying me since tat day eh..

frm my sis ipod..

those photo!!

argh!!

tkpetkpe..

oh ya i owe u a msgg on yr itchy butt!!
haha..too long frm sitting down cos of work..hahaha.

i still love u boyfriend(:

i miss taking photo wif ya..its been long since we take 1!!

my days are getting better

2009-06-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

SUNday was extremely uber fun!!
to start e day kak ular n i head down to sentosa for
Sun-tan!!
but eventually it was just a quick one cos it started to rain
BUT it was only a passer by rain.
but we head to CB to get some drink n eventually Sun-tan there instead at e beach!
haha.it was funny la..
we both had the same temtation..
the temtation was super high.
lucky we need tgt YP for the comp.
if not..we are so going back to e beach la!!
but no worries we heading down again this sat!!
huhuhu..
at YP it was uber fun..
kak ular n me had non stop laughing moments
hence Cheska also join us1
hence we make a Club called
FFS
tk tau kn!!
haha
its secret!
hahaha..anyways congrats to e winner Roses n Abg Zai.
but act to everyone cos each of them did their part!!
hence sayang slept at my hs..haha.but i slept first..i was tired ok..
and i was awake by hym disturbing me la!!
iritating until he even msg asking me to wake up
where else my ph is outside..
haha..nonsense seh dear..
so we head down to wdlds for a joyfull meet up wth 201
they too plan tgt sentosa on sat.
so see u peeps there(:
as normal,sayang was uber sweet today.
will meet ya on friday or sat k bby..
njoy working dear...
lotsa love bby..
xoxo
n stp bullying me!!
will post pics soon..after i get it frm kak ular(:

looking forward for tomorrow(:

2009-06-13T21:01:00.003+08:00

so today iam at home the whole day!!

haha,thats like somthing new la..

today i was awake wif lots of msg n call.

Sayang,Trisya n Kak ular(:

gosh i so cannot wait for tomorrow..
i have a date with Kak Ular.

i dont now how its gonna be..

but i think its gonna b uber fun.

we got a sentosa date(:

yahhooo,woohooo

so after tat we are goinf to head down to scape

for Singapore Street Festival

hence the YPians is in.

watching them prac was already nice.

i so cannot wait to see theirs performance(:

btw sayang..haha

wen u doing the"bet he better have a six pack"

haha,becareful my dear..

haha..haha.

ok iam bored like them bored la!!

how i wish i cud just bleach my throat!

ok bye..come back home quick dear.

i want yr bag(:

beyond what i wanted

2009-06-13T00:53:00.005+08:00

a so not breakfast date -_-

Precious(:

Drawn by us!!no comment =p

Lil Sis Trisya ;D

YES!!

its holiday!finally!!

haha..

no more drawing for 3 weeks but i gt a lot of

assignment to do..hees.

so today after schl meet sayang at his crib.

it was so fun la talking to Abah.

so we head down to Scape for sayang workshop.

meet e Roses n Mummy's,SFB n Sick.

n sis eeqa...its been ages since i saw her..

lets dance malay dance again??

haha..confirm fun(:

iam sick!! due to sayang..

thnz dear(:

this is y i love you -_-

haha..

after workshop i head home with Roses n Mummy's

while sayang went for prac.

and dear i noe iam a girl but no worries k bby,

iam safely home sayang..

back to the train ride.

it was super fun la..

gosh trisha..u ar.notty notty.

but its fun talking with u gurls but

it makes me feel old..

like Trisya basically shout kakak in e train at me..

haha..

but they are so sweet n nice..

adorable i cud say..

n yes Trisya yr officialy my lil sis aites?

haha,u shud see your face..

how cute it was beb wen u say..

"eh kakak iam your adik wat"

haha..iam back home and iam damn tired.
and its more worse for bby..

once yr home go n sleep k syg.

u need the rest more then i do..

if theres a word other den love

that can describe u.

how i wish to noe.

so that i can say it to u.

but watever it is nothing cn replace u.

remember this?
"Eh baybay..i had a great day today..andainya...if u dun hav a bf ..n i dun hav a pending one..iwld hav ask u to b mine..haha..anyhow..i love ya..haha:)"

that sentence u said,it will be one of the things tat i wont forget,trust me dear!!

i laugh so hard every single tyme i read it..

and dear iam already your gf,so no more andainya k??

haha..gosh how effing cute n yes!

your not any Twillight actor or Chris Brown.

your just Muhammad Hanif(:

and i love you for being who u ar(:

xoxo bby.

changes

2009-06-12T14:27:00.002+08:00

to Muhd Hanif
late night talk,open space
it 's great talking things out with ya.
never wud i noe tat little things in u.
yes,all tat talk makes me think.
hence iam still sticking to my ans.
yes i do mean wat i say.
yes i do love you.
its not because your my bestfren.
for that 3 words i really mean it.
n dear i will try my best to listen up
to you that small hints or detail
evertyme u say.

to Arvyy(juju)
thnz for posting bout me..
haha.apriciate it but u noe u dont need too.
apela.
anyways its damn sweet.
haha..
iam so touch by it(:
meet up wif ya soon aites.
wen yr not busy..
and try la your best to iritate me.
give me your best shot la mangkok!!haha

-_-

2009-06-11T07:22:00.004+08:00

ARGH!
basically i spent my trip to school while
writing this post but thanz to somthing..
blup,my post was missing!!
gosh it was long..
n yes iam lazy to write it back,all fof it!!
just that,
sayang i hate you for being too good!
i hate you but i love you.
so how?

sensual seduction?

2009-06-09T12:59:00.001+08:00

basically school end early i head to meet Hanif at JP.
we were supposed to be doing our project instead this mangkok right here didt bring his stuff..
gosh why do i have friends like this,but this kinfd of friends are the one tat make me laugh non stop..
at 7 off we go,i meet Sayang at 201.
ppl dont get me wrg,in my life now i have 2 Hanif.
there are almost e same characteristic...
but with different style n age..
so met sayang bought hym BK,and we chill till ard 9 n wen back..
hence its been ages since he sent me home,but the purpose of hym sending me home
was that i would not get disturb by stupid guys who saw u and diedie follow u back home until he gets yr no,or u eventually gave hym e not interested look...
so ya.
while we were chilling together..
gosh my mongkok of love was like torturing me wif love?
he was disturbing me non stop!!
he noes i melts wen he sing in my ear..
n yes!like duh!
tats wat he did,sing song after song..
it was so,,hiyakdus!!all i can say..
his just simply sweet,sugary sweet(:
and he call me a package,he said u noe yr like a goodie bag,outside looks nice and e inside has everything nice -_-
bstrd right...
but who cares..we had an awesome day together..
ok i better get ready n bath or else i will be late to go n meet hym..
bye readers(:

rush rush baby

2009-06-07T21:13:00.003+08:00

3 days not blogging seems so long..
hence i will start with friday...
end netball like fcuking late at 10.30.
we had a very noisy wash up,wat do u expect 14 girls bathg..
haha..so evertg ended at 11.15..
rush to KFC to have a very late dinner.
we had so much fun,joy and laughter..
until our darling Enyu cry!!!
haha.pity her NOT!!!
so we rush back hm..
i reach home like nearly to 1!!!
drop dead tired but still talk to sayang on the phone..
making plans for saturday..
Saturday,wen to Zoo wif mumy company..
it was awesome we get to go so call behind e scence of how they breed some of the animals..
hence i get to touch many diff kind of insects..
what shock me was,surprisingly sayang was there to pick us up..
he was with my bro in law!!!!
weird!!super weird,i noe la they very close but still..he didt told me his was comg!!!
but its was sweet n nice(:
i took a quick nap den hav a quick bath n rush to downtown east for Lily 17th Birthday!!
Happy Birthday Lily..
gosh i still cnt believe la u 17!!
u dont like one ok beb!!
haha..
so again we had to rush back to dhoby ghaut.
meet sis n abg ayie at ard O bar..rush home pick mumy up
rush again to JP to catch Night at the Museum 2!!!
at 1.15 am!!!
it ended at 3.15!!
no wonder i was sleepy while watchg the movie..
reach home watch bby play psp for wahie den sleep.
Sunday,awaked say bye bye to bby,mumy send hym home..
and me??went back to bed..haha. i was damn tired la..
awke again,vacuum n cook.
haha..even bby agree tat iam like a mom..
pfft-_-
anyways iam so damn bored!!!like really bored!!
oh n sayang be patience ok,mam will sely buy for u e phone ok sayang..
sorry la,cos mama cheat your feeling ah=gain and again..hahaha
like u always said boleh sabar tk?!?
haha..i miss ya(:
oh n byebye tummy.
iam so gonna burn e fat..
haha..
syg ystrd was super fun.while waitg for the train..
u really make me laugh my ass off la..
u noe i noe..haha
love u la,mangkok.xoxo

rush

2009-06-05T13:12:00.002+08:00

as usual iam always effing late for schl.
but who cares..as long we are able to come to schl is good enuf..
n surprisingly,sayang texted me first before i did,n wow thats somthing new..
so basically he texted n ask whre iam at n wat tyme class strt..
but shocked part is tat after hearg wat i said he told me not to go to schl..
tats somtg new..haha..
usually iam e lazy wan..but i did wen to schl..
iam now on my way back fr schl..gotta rush home n chg n go back cos i gt net ball at kallang!!
till 10): wah piang...
i hate it,its so far!!!
is freaking tired n the training,gosh more worse..hopefully
i dont have cramps like the other or not it wud b a worse for me to go there..
anyways sayang i love u(:
i try to make it to meet u and brg u food ok bby(:
gtg next stop pioneer(:

sorry seems to be the hardest word

2009-06-05T00:39:00.003+08:00

rmbr tis?fun right?i want more of this moment(: cn i?

mankok of love(:

D.I.Y Cake

thats right...

its e most simple word to say but it can takes a big guts of a person to say it.

and sayang iam sorry for making you feel worried bout me..

i didt mean too la.

my brain just cudt stop thinkinh..hees..

u noe me..

sayang pls do take care of that small cut on your finger ok..

n pls stop n think before u do anytg aites..

thnz for singing n making me cry at mc d counter...

your effing sweet la mangkok..

n syg dont cry ok,i cry,u cry..aiyo..

infront of ppl..apelah its not nice ok.

n dear lets go see camera again k..

haha..or better speaker..k..

haha,but i wonder y so sudd wif the hug?

u nearly killed me again -_-

oh n Syaz thanks for askg if iam ok or not....

n Trisya suke smack pantat saye??

u n yr abg nanep....haiya...stay away frm each other!!

haha

nice hand shake eh e both of u....

full of non stop crap!!hees

bby come home quick frm dbl O!!!

imissyaineedya):

speechless,scared,ticklish

2009-06-04T10:56:00.002+08:00

its weird to have this kind of feelings.
without knowing what gonna happen.
iam just prayg tat everytg goes well...
oh pls do..
hey Ash,thnz for texting me ystrd.
it was very sweet n nice of u to do tat..
no worries k beb i will sure do come to u if i
really need someone to talk too..
but for now,i can handle it.
Kak Zura,thnz for e quick talk.
n yes it was nice to b fated to meet u in e train..
n yes kak,yr sun-tan is nice la..
n yes one day k.we go sun-tan together to release stupid stuff in our mind.
Bby,thnz for tat weird sweetness moment
tats so weird la..esp e tyme wen i was playg wif my bangle..
anyways thnz bby,for e wonderful meal we had..
n i do had a awesome time wif ya fam..haha
non stop laughing la!!
iam just so bless to hav this ppl ard me,even they are new in my life..
they are just simply awesome..
never wud i wish to lost them..
feeling pls go away.....
n yes hanif really want to write tis phrase from just now..
but tis is not my mangkok of love.
tis hanif is just another mangkok in schl!!
haha
so here goes...
hanif was here eyh ingat tau bye(:
MEREPEK SIA HANIF!!
like bby says merepek bin krepek....

mistake

2009-06-03T10:22:00.002+08:00

no ones perfect,tats true alright..
everyone makes stupid mistakes
tats so true..no one plan to do it,it just happen.
i will always b byside no matters hw hurt it makes me feel..
i will always love just like before..
remember tis,no matter wat!!
make e right in life!!
i noe yr clever enuf to make e right one
just tat u choose nt too..
u chg yes but e old u is still inside..
i just gotta help u find yr way through..
watever hpns in few weeks or months..
iam still yr gf..until u ppl hav official dicuss..
so thnz for making my life fly..
u noe n we understand each other too well..
we both hav e same heart.
n mine telling me tat iam doing e right..
aint tat stupid girl..
like u always told me..
u cheer up aites..come on la me n adip is here for u sia..
right??
ring us up,will do our best to b there for u..
thnz for sayg tat iam tat perfect gurl n stuff..
n dear,yr not e worse guy i dated ok!!!
iam not gonna tink bout tis stuff too much.
i want facts..watever e choice is it lies on e both of u.
n hell ya..iam not gonna stp fighting for wat its right...
it takes too hands to claps,rmbr..
n sory to make yr life misearable..i do..
but wat shud i say sorry?
i didt do anytg right..
ppl see my fcuking ugly eyes
iam not scared or shy.or watever..
yes i did cry!cry for true love..n yes tat was true love!!
even ppl notice..no worries aites..
much much love from me to u,Muhd Hanif..

kental sweetness

2009-06-02T17:28:00.002+08:00

so ystrd straight frm schl i had lunch wif bbyGurl.
gosh its been ages since we chat and hhd a splendid lunch at Pizza Hut,JP.
after luch we head to a few shop to window shop N
BUMP!!we saw a few small kids doing this D.I.Y cake
gosh,they were cute n the best part is tat the cake were even cuter!!
n like DUH!!
we did it too..gosh its was super duper fun n paiseh la..
overall e cake was super nice(:
right sayang??
haha,theres abit of abuwan,arm,aizat in there somwhre..
haha,n abg zai,sory ok.next tyme i put green on it k!!
haha..so basically i had to rush to SMU just to pass hym e cake.
it was already goi 11..
hence over there i met Cheska,Abuwan,Abg Zai n Kak filz..
so,sayang den open e kental cake infront of them..gosh so paiseh la..haha
its was 11.30 already n all had to rush for back hm..
n pity me i had to wait for sis till 12.10 alone):
n fuking hell n bus was fcuking long!!!
so not express seh 502!!
so reach hm at 1 plus!!
but now iam geting ready to go catch
MONSTER VS ALIEN 3D!!!!
wif of cos sayang(:
cnt wait!!
gtg ppl!!till ltr!!

recent

2009-06-01T15:06:00.002+08:00

so since syaz ask me to update while iam bored in class
so ya tats wat iam doing la right now..
gosh,today is so super boring.
hence one by one of my classmate is going hm.
haiz..sedih kape.
oh well,its ok..
so heres a brief of wat i did last few days..
sat head down to PS to watch The Roses And The Fan Boys
they were awesome.hence after tat nanep n me join dylies for lunch..
den off to see comic strip perform at esp.den back to MS
cos...my small kid wants to play arcade as always la..
its a guys needs la katekn..haha
den i went off leaving bby to prac while i had supper at lau pa sat..
n pick bby up.n sorry for e wrg bus stp n stuff...haha..sorrysorry..
sunday was super super bored!!
CONGRATS to TRNTFB!!
so basically wen 12 strikes i was laughg my ass off!!
haha!!how sweet was bby to text me this "kental" msg..
haha..gosh sorry la,i didt really forget abt it u noe..
like i said i was already feeling it seh..haha..
anyways..bby sorry la..like really am..
so MVA is cncl again..
Make sure we watch it tmrw ok!!!
have Fun at Cheska class(:
n dear u n syaz cn ddk sate rumah ok..
both srh join e class..
syaz soonest ok beb..
i teach u malay dance...
haha..den u cn join syf k beb..
n like yr post bout e guys n stuff..
its soso true!!
syaz upload cpt!!;)
till here den gotta study for CW!!-_-

speechless

2009-05-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

Trust Friendship Love Relationship Truthful .
remember.
watever happens i will always stand by u
just like before.
REMEMBER tat.

wait a minute

2009-05-27T00:20:00.003+08:00

ever felt touch by what people did?

I had mine just now

it was so not expected at all.seriously

hanif:i dont know how to say this,haiz

me:wa?,tat does't sound good

hanif:wait

after few bloody min

hanif:wait eh

after another few bloody minutes

me:iam waitg,gosh u making my heart beat so fast

hanif:i love you

me:erm,crik crik crik,u ok?

haha,gosh its touching yet blur but overall iam bless to have someone like him

also Ash texted,for this june short trip to JB

sound fun.hoping for the best.

hence like iam gonna say this again!

i sit one corner see u peeps sing ok Ash(:

haha..

BUSY

2009-05-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

busy with schl life n netball

not gonna blog much will update soonest through pics(:

dear thnz for giving me abit of your time to spend wif my whole big family

on my cousin wedding.

iam so so sory for leaving u alone.it was not purposely.

hence i am sory again due to today iam busy and stress wif schl stuff tat i didt

noe i show it to u.gosh iam soso sory again.

and thnz for helping me sending my assignment,i guess i owe 2 instead of 1

but hey i already hav somting on my mind(:

AND iam not jealous ok mangkok of those gurls..ahaha

kawww kental eh!!haha

nonsense only!!

Friday is gonna b a HELL of a day!!

bby all the best for tmrw (:

napha test kape!!

Time tells it all

2009-05-16T02:10:00.004+08:00

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven
A time to be born, and a time to die
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted
A time to kill, and a time to heal
A time to break down, and a time to build up
A time to weep, and a time to laugh
A time to mourn, and a time to dance
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing
A time to seek, and a time to lose
A time to keep, and a time to throw away
A time to tear, and a time to sew
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak
A time to love, and a time to hate
A time for war, and a time for peace.

school's out

2009-05-15T00:44:00.003+08:00

meet hanif

meet my 2 KENTAL boys!!*each hands sign means diff*

again

Meet Muhaimin aka min

random

basically tis is wat i did in schl

take att,go canteen eat bf

come back play naruto at my psp

iam like so addicted to eat already la..

haha..thnz to my kental boy,min..

haha..end schl 1 n all of us head home straight..

we hads a very kecoh train ride home..took a few pic..

sleep in e train..thats it..thats my day..

super boring n tmrw we hav napfa test..

super fast la.n we were only told about it just now ard 7pm..

bahaha iam so gonna rule napfa la..

hence my mangkok sound abit better n iam happy!!supadupahappy(:

nites,iam of to sleep.come join me peepos!!

(:

2009-05-14T06:15:00.002+08:00

iam posting my blog using my new bby..
argh,its heavy la but who cares!
i love it la to e max!!
hence its now 6.15am i just finish doing my
CW research..it was pathetic la..
so iam lucky that i have finish it already.
so basically iam just wasting time
to get ready for school!

to Muhd Hanif,get well soon ok!!
i want my iritating mangkok back like soonest!!
its boring when yr sick la..
so eat more and try not too vomit too much ok...
rest well dear(:

oh!
A Bloody Hell Good Morning Peepos!!

Upside Down

2009-05-10T23:03:00.004+08:00

Head Spinning
Nose Bleeding
Craving for Yummy Food
Needs More Sleep
Needs More then 24hr

some for the reason why iam tired
omfg i need to wake up
theres alot of assignment to b DONE!!
wake up nidya nadhira!!

oh ya,iam getting my lappy with in this 2 week(:
syg i gt a new bby also!! :p

have fun bowlings with ya whole family
sorry i cudt tag along wif ya bby):
meet ya tmrw?
hopefully k.
xoxo bby..

night life

2009-05-10T13:34:00.005+08:00

so i hav nt been blogg lately due to lazy la..
like always...
so lets starts it off on friday
so basically i meet up hanif after schl
we chill n talk crap wif QA until ard 8 den off to
CBD for their photo shoot..
its funny la,all of them with their big bag..
they really bring it on..the photo shoot was awesome!!

and half way of the shoot
suddenly we hear the song LUCKY!!
it was like omg so sweet la,sang by live band
hence bby started to sing while taking his photo shoot
it was like super sweet la esp wif the face expression n stuff..haha
after the shoot,they started practising for Big Groove.
while syam,kak ash,kak filzah,amelia n me play alphabet movie games.
we were like really stressing out ourself la..haha..
den wat did we do!!we play hide n seek!!
at CBD!!wth.haha.we were so semangat la.
run like nobody business..haha
but fun n we sweat like hell..haha
so waited for bby til like 3am till he finish..
lame tau..but pity hym la he was giving me this hungry n tired face..
so after prac we both wen to mc d n took a cab to lakeshore..
mkn mkn,den i fell aslp while he was playg ps3.

oh ya CONGRATS on winning the ITE GOT TALENT bby!!

oh n we watch WOLVERINE!!
It damn awesome la!!
so cool so hot..hahaha
oh ya bby says tat die yg train Logan body.
wth so prasan!!haha
bby yr body nt tat "sapau" la syg!!
haha

so a shout out to mumy and mama!!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!
we made breakfast for her!!!

ok till here den,blog soon..

half dead every single day

2009-05-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

basically,iam always feeling tired in school
i guess sue to reaching home late and stuff..
we(class)had so much freedom that at time
in make me feel what is the use of going to school
wherelse i have so many freedom.
too many until we can even sleep for e whole day.
is it our fault tat the teacher gave us freedom thinking
that we are old enough and will do our work at our own pace..
or i am just simply lazy to go to school.
but i love my new surrounding,it may be as kecoh like before
but for sure we are becoming more bonding each day..
we talk crap every single day as if theres no tomorrow.
but this small that we made it remind me of the past..
i guess its true memories are priceless!!
its the only thing that can make you recall about the past,
the bad times n the good times..
but for all the above i still take it as a learning route for me..
time goes bye fast every single day.
every single time means alot,
iam trying to change for the best
such as not to get distracted easily
or even feel mad in e inside not knowing what's wrong
iam glad to have understanding people around to tell me
about such stuff..i guess its really time to grow up.
and not wasting time.
thanks to you,i learn to be someone new
learn to be abit patience n learn to be strong in the inside
hence hopefully i will always be and stay strong..

haiz..enough bout feelings and stuff

lets share a small story that make me laugh till
my eyes was wet with tears..

so here goes:
nidya :asleep*
hanif:nidya pinjam mp3
nidya:nah,tapi pkai ear piece kau k
hanif:ok
nidya:asleep*
hanif:nidya asl tk blh nidya lagu pon
nidya:angkat mp3 n laugh like hell!!
hanif:look and laugh*
so it was like hanif was confident askg me y he cnt hear the song,i pick up the mp3
n poof!!e earpiece is nt even connected la to the mp3!haha
i was laughing so hard that the rest was like nidya asl,nidya asl..
hanif was like eh tkmo la,paiseh siak,jgn bilang ar.but i told hym eh since da
open talk tis is notg sia..
told them n hell ya they join me.
we all were having a joyfull fun and laughter y e rest so silent killer..

so tats about it la.iam tired n sleepy frm swimming just now.
had fun wif abg ayie abg and muhd hanif oh n roslan anugerah bro fam..
i sudd foget wats his name..haha
but his son is like so cute la...trying to learn how to swim..
haha..cpt blaja k syg!!

ok nites people..
oh n i swear looking at hanif sleeping is funny and cute la..haha
e kaki mesti maintain
n all the best for ite got talent,somting like tat la e name..
how i wish i cud c,SERI help record ok beb!!
ok iam off too bed..tire body pain):
dear urot my bk again cn??
please*bibir goi down*haha

tired

2009-05-03T02:42:00.002+08:00

it has been a few daes since i last blog.
due too headg hm late.
hence iam just plain tired to blog..

this few daes iam spendg my time wif hanif n my family..
basicall friday we went shopping at town,mumy bought for herself an LV bag..
i swear we had a great fun shopping!!oh n mumy
bought for me a new mp3!!
woohoo..zen creative(;
currently tats my bby la..hees..
oh n saturday was also spend wif BIG fam..we wen to catch 2 fast 2 furios..i tink tats e name la..haha...its awesome la!!cool shit la e movie,next week we ar so gonna watch wolverine(:
den after tat no plans we head to lakeshore(granndpa hs) to chill n eat pizza!!
like feeling feeling slumber party la..
hence everyones aslp except for me n sis..
haiya...iam bored n sleepy..
i guess iam off to bed la..
oh morg ppl!!

thanz love

2009-04-29T00:16:00.005+08:00

as always
i didt turn up for schl just now

BUT hey this is a good reason ok!!

i wake up at 8 whrelse schl strt at 8

so ya,i wen bk to slp till 12 n i bath n rush to meet muhd hanif.

bloody hell he make me waited like 20 mins.

make me kanchong2 until i take cab but atlast die yg lmbt..

oh n mama n hanif make me eat this green sour sweet,

its like damn masam la..

my eyes cnt even open seh,n wat did they do!!

they laugh at me..jahatkn..haha..

but cute la both of them..

oh ya i had netball until 8.30
cos i gt selected

cipai..pnt oi..

its been like so long since i play..

my stamina rbk gile seh..

n my two babies gt selected too..

yeah..

shout out to Muhd Hanif

Thanz for picking me up after schl evn though i noe yr bloody hell tired

thanz for e shock out side schl..

thanz for e so call romantic kiss under e rain..its like feeling2 gitu la konon..haha

thanz for saboing me wif e sour sweet

thanz for not eatg my burger

thanz for e bing rare in e train..haha

thanz for e kiss on e forehead bby n telling me to walk safely hm(:

so ya i love u sayang...

n sayang go update blog ok :P

late night love

2009-04-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

am tired but i still wanna blog just to keep it updated
am tired of assignment already
am tired of school
am tired of waking up early
am tired of walking very long just to get to the MRT
am tired of people childish behavior

in love with current life
in love with muhd hanif(donnoe y i hav to say but hell ya iam proud of it!!)
in love with netball
in love with everyting around me!!

oh ya!!

Thanz so muchy to Kak Ashely Goh for teaching/helping me with my landscape drawing..

So now i pandai already oi!!hees..

oh ya Muhd hanif,go update yr blog la,its like wat!!totally dead ar!!hahaha
oh ya hanging out with ya just now was like totally fun la non stop laughing in e bus,
those corny talk..
so now i know wat u have been doing in school..notty eh die..
haha

ok la iam drop dead tired n i wanna slp!!
oh ya tmrw as in ltr i will b like
spending 12 hrs in school
kau ni bru btl-btl tkder life sia..
haiya..

ok so ya nites ppl!!
come join me to sleep(:

SHOUT OUT TO WAN KUKUHEAD!!

2009-04-26T15:25:00.005+08:00

my hush hush baby twin

Nidya Nadhira& Nanep Hanif

Lucky(:

Fidah Bilson&Anis Haiqal

Nadya Natasha&Ayie Soulstar

e water guns bebs!

the mat's

My BIG FAMILY!!

ok e titl says it all la kn...

iam updatg my boring dead blog du to Wan!

he has ben like pestering me to go updat my blog n stuff..

soya,iam updating it nw ok..

haha,its been like so long until i forget my own username..haha

ingat nk go surprise wan skali hav to txt hym up to ask bout my onw username.

bacin right i noe..

so since i hav nt blog for ages tis post will b kinda long.

so here goes,iam still studyg but in a nw environment..

studyg in bishan takg product dsign course..

e course is ok la,every day u draw n listen music..

it start e moment u step in..

but e boring part is tat u dont do much,e tcher will b like "ok draw for me cube,cone,cylinder n go shade"its only takes like wat 2 hr?den tats it.for e rest of e day..notg to do.

but wen we ar about to go hm,he den will say draw for me tis n tat hand in on monday..crap kn..waste our bloody time in class do notg..

so lately i hav been doing alot of assignment..

frm simple stuff to landscape,but its fun n very stressful!!

i mean it!!!

since e day i started schl i hav nvr ever eat in tat schl i mean

like rice or wat la..

i only eat nugget..haha

pathetic la,but e nugget sedap oi!

ok lame-_-

oh ya wait lts me show u my "gerek" timetable

here goes

Monday start at 9 end at 6!

Tuesday start at 8 end at 4 but netball at 5 till 8p.m

Wednesday start at 9 end at 4

Thursday start at 8 end at 3.30 BUT netball at 5 till 8p.m!!bloody hell,12hrs in schl!

Friday start at 9 end at 4!!while e rest of e schl end at 12 or 1 we end at 4!!

tis timetable is gonna last till september!!hw am i gonna survived!!

HELP!!

2 yrs u noe!!

i wanna go transfer schl ar..but hav to chg course..tknk seh...

ok enuf of schl..i wanna share bits n pieces bout my life..

iam ATTACH to Muhammad Hanif bin Nashrudin.

iam attach to my own guy bestfren..cool kn!!

its awesome to have sum1 who noes u e best!!

oh ya his part of my BIG FAMILY(mumy,sis n fiance,bro n fidah(bro finally has a gf))haha

i can say tat iam happy wif wat i hav now..

n i learn alot of stuff frm hym n iam waitg 7yrs bby.

well i LOVE Muhd Hanif but for now he hav his new baby,e Eee pc...eeee!!

oh ya bro goi to ns on 16 june,n his decided nt to sign on due to having a gf.

hopefully his makg e right choice n last long wif fidah bilson(:

shes very pretty n hell of a fun gurl!!

so i can say my big family is complete..

mumy u now hav 6 children instead of 3!!more joy more more fun n more noise!!

haha.pity her.

oh ya nw we ar planning to go to langkawi or kl tis march just b4 bro goi to ns..

after tat he will b like yes sir..haha.keciannye just gt a gf after 3 yrs..dah kene msk ns..

ok iam done la..tired of typing i wana go upload pics at FS!!

wan hope yr happy already!!!

oh ya,my blog nice right??!!

its all THNZ TO WAN KUKUHEAD!!

till here den,blog soon(:

ANNOUNCEMENT

2008-12-05T10:03:00.002+08:00

Hey People!

Nidya Wont Be Updating The Blog

For Several Days As Her Lappy Is Away.

Go Blog-Hop Sumwhere Else.

Shoo Shoo!

keeping it short

2008-11-22T03:24:00.002+08:00

iam nt gona post a long one
cos iam gona try to make it short n simple
life as been a blast for me tis few daes
knowing many new ppl lately
its kinda great actually cos
it makes me realise tat theres
always sum1 else out there for me.

these few daes at home makes
me tink tat time is precious
n u shud spend it wisely
n hopefully iam spending
it wif my love ones(:

till here den,
always remember to spend your time to e fullest,
just by giving a minute to yr love
ones may meant alot to them(:

thanz MUMY i LOVE u!!

2008-11-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

LO0K PPL!!

YESYES iam goi RIHANNA CONSERT oi!!

dont b jealous(:

haha..

all e thanz goes to mumy for surprisingly

me with 2 Rihanna ticket(:

1 for me

1 for us

she said it was an advance

BIRTHDAY PRESNT!!

love u mumy

thnz for making my 17 bdae

a blast(:

i so cnt wait to party!!

hopefully CB is there.ahaha

dream on nila..

oh ya.i noe tis guy frm fs

n he calls me Nila..

weird but cool oi..

he say i look like her..

hahaha..thnz eh.

so ya,lately iam kinda busy wth schl

yes iam nt over like every1 else

i gt an DTES interview for my dnt

product at victoria sec..

hopefully everyting goes well(:

like last yr i won an award!

so hell ya!!

hopefully menang lagy(:

yes bdae coming up soon(:

who am i goi to celeb it wif?

no boifee

so ya,may b wif fam or babygurl(:

they ar e best.

oh ya bishan kuih teow sistaz has somting

plan for me on sat..hmm.pls dont sabo ok bebs!!

pls no!!

n yes cn i celeb my bdae

under e stars,having a picnic?

it wud b nice.

somting interesting

6 more daes,countg down

tickticktick

everysingle time i celebrated my bdae

iam single..

haiz.its ok..

aslkn iam hapy suda!!(: