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Thankful? or Missing out?

Friday, July 10, 2009, 2:40 AM

I have this conversation in my mind
since way back.
but i always thought it was just
those things that will go but not come back.
but i was wrong,so ya it did came back.
always i shud say.especially when i look at my surroundings.
i often think tat hey i shud be glad tat i didt spend much time with hym.
but at times i wonder,whats the feeling to have hym in my life.
hym,may b just any guy,hym,may b just any prsn in this world.
but hym the one should be there for me all this while.
where is hym?
hearing stories from people make me ask myself.
if he can b there for others who he may not know.
why cant he be there for me?
but trying to find or feel he in my life.
iam scared i may not know how to react.
for who he is,i wish he could atleast be a man
and came up to my face and tell me he love me.
atleast i know what it feels like.
i have been keeping this too myself but i guess i just let u
its way easier so tat i wont feel it coming.
but at the same time hearing story from people.
i felt glad that he was away from me.
far from what i wanted.
far from all those things behind hym.
or should i be proud for who he is in the other world?
i envy them cos they get to noe u more den me.
i bet u remember their name..every each and one of them.
but do u remember mine?forget it,how i wish..
i dont even know wat to call u.
but what i noe,i give u my thnz for bringing me to this world.
whre i noe way better people who treat me better den u.
i wonder where are u now?
do u even noe me if i was right infront yr eyes?
i bet not.
the question is,will u be even there when iam getting married?
it may b in years to come.but.
i bet no!
so i still have this feeling of telling you
right in your face,tat u shud b
ashamed of yrself cos u just
miss the fun i had with my Big Family.
ashamed not knowimg how i grow up to be.
he who even ashamed cos u dont even noe tat yr daughter
might b even get married without u knowing it.
pfft!
i still am lost on what the
meaning of
daddy love?
cos i never had a tiny winy taste of it before.
thnz again for he who bring me to this world
and i give my respect to u for that ONLY!
morning people,4.21am i should run along to sleep(:
Nidya.N

Labels: iam glad u wont there for me

Thankful? or Missing out?

Friday, July 10, 2009, 2:40 AM

I have this conversation in my mind
since way back.
but i always thought it was just
those things that will go but not come back.
but i was wrong,so ya it did came back.
always i shud say.especially when i look at my surroundings.
i often think tat hey i shud be glad tat i didt spend much time with hym.
but at times i wonder,whats the feeling to have hym in my life.
hym,may b just any guy,hym,may b just any prsn in this world.
but hym the one should be there for me all this while.
where is hym?
hearing stories from people make me ask myself.
if he can b there for others who he may not know.
why cant he be there for me?
but trying to find or feel he in my life.
iam scared i may not know how to react.
for who he is,i wish he could atleast be a man
and came up to my face and tell me he love me.
atleast i know what it feels like.
i have been keeping this too myself but i guess i just let u
its way easier so tat i wont feel it coming.
but at the same time hearing story from people.
i felt glad that he was away from me.
far from what i wanted.
far from all those things behind hym.
or should i be proud for who he is in the other world?
i envy them cos they get to noe u more den me.
i bet u remember their name..every each and one of them.
but do u remember mine?forget it,how i wish..
i dont even know wat to call u.
but what i noe,i give u my thnz for bringing me to this world.
whre i noe way better people who treat me better den u.
i wonder where are u now?
do u even noe me if i was right infront yr eyes?
i bet not.
the question is,will u be even there when iam getting married?
it may b in years to come.but.
i bet no!
so i still have this feeling of telling you
right in your face,tat u shud b
ashamed of yrself cos u just
miss the fun i had with my Big Family.
ashamed not knowimg how i grow up to be.
he who even ashamed cos u dont even noe tat yr daughter
might b even get married without u knowing it.
pfft!
i still am lost on what the
meaning of
daddy love?
cos i never had a tiny winy taste of it before.
thnz again for he who bring me to this world
and i give my respect to u for that ONLY!
morning people,4.21am i should run along to sleep(:
Nidya.N

Labels: iam glad u wont there for me

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