My Space, My Speech
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Sunday, July 26, 2009, 1:13 AM
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i feel as if iam in e middle.
middle of wat,i aint sure.
cos each side will tell me diff things.
things at time i dont wish to answer.
i dont even understand myself.
seriously.
iam confused.
wat shud i do?
and
wat shud i not do?
people been telling me this and that
but i want the answer from myself.
its not that i dont like,
i dont mind but i want myself
to tell me what i shud do.
my mind keeps running
as if iam chasing for somthing
but what is it?
it gets worse each tyme
when i feel lost.
but why do i feel this way.
but for what i noe
iam gonna cry soon.
iam crying not because iam
weak or asking for sympathy
that so not me.
i cry cos iam mad at myself!
not knowing what to do.
and i cry cos i have my own reason
and
i cry cos i dont want to keep it inside my head.
cos its too much already..
P.S-trying so hard to hold back my tears.But y??
Labels: i Hate this Feeling, shit
